Duskwood Forever Mine

DEVESTATED 3

MC

When he told me I died a thousand deaths I could feel my heart breaking into two.i was shattered. She killed my child ,my innocent child . Why? It hurts so much. I didn't even get to hold her in my arms properly ,I had so  many dreams for her and Hannah took that away . She would never know how much we loved her . He held onto me and he was crying. He didn't say anything, he just held onto me and cried ,I couldn't stop crying either. What would we do now ,where would this take our relationship ? Could we even have a relationship ? Could we ever be happy ?

Jake. " I was supposed to protect her , protect both of you and i failed , I'm so sorry love "

Mc " I'm sorry too "

I heard someone knocking on the door

Jake " leave us alone please "

Chris " i want to see my sister "

Mc " i don't want to see anyone jake "

Jake " you won't ,"

I don't know what he did but the knocking stopped

Jake " I'll spend the rest of my life making this up to you. I love you so much "

Mc " you don't want to leave"?

Jake. " I'll never leave you , this changes nothing and everything i still want you whether we have a child or not "

I turned around to face him his eyes were red

Mc " please don't cry ,"

Jake " she took our baby from us ,i was so happy and now I lost  a part of me that i can never get back "

Mc " why did she hurt her ? Why "?

Jake. " Because she wants me "

I laid there crying because I couldn't do anything else. I have never been this broken in my life .

Jake

I took her home the next day. The others were already there when we got in. She walked over to her mom and held onto her and cried , i left them and went upstairs i walked into What should have been her nursery and just stood there . There was no explanation for the way i felt besides numb i don't know how long i was there when someone walked in and stood next to me

Phill " I'm really sorry dude ,i really am , some of MC's friends are here they're with her ."

I heard someone else walk into the room

Chris " my sister is no longer the same, she's inconsolable . My mom has already started making preparations for her funeral , "

I just nodded because i couldn't find the words

Jake " we were supposed to be home , we were supposed to be happy . She was supposed to be here with us and now she's not "

When i turned around mc was standing by the door i walked over to her and held her i just wanted to be alone for a while

Jake " i need to be alone for a while love "

Mc " So do i "

Jake " call me if you need me i won't be far , I'll be back as soon as i can think properly "

She just nodded

I left her and went downstairs i found Lilly , Jessica and cleo in the living room

Jake " i need to be alone for a while and so does mc , don't let anyone go where she is ,and watch her "

Cleo " it's okay ,we understand "

I got in the car and left. I didn't know where I was going but I just drove  when I stopped . I realized I was Infront of the bar so I parked and went in and sat at one of the booths at the back and started drinking . All I kept thinking was did Hannah really believe I would love her? I never gave her any reason or any hints to make her think that I felt that way about her . I loved MC with everything in me and the thought of leaving her for someone else makes me angry. I didn't even think about it. . the minute I texted her I knew she was different ,she called to something in me that made me actually want to care , to be a better person. When I was on the run all i thought about was her and no one else.