RETROUVAILLES - POETRY

56 - What could have been

i am a monster you created.
You ripped up all of my parts,
the way i ripped out my monkey bombs

it was my fault.
i wish i knew what we could have been?

i am your ghost,
your fallen angel

i do not care what contraption you made me,
i was, i was meant to be yours

i want you to hurt like you hurt me today,
i want you to lose like i lose when i play.

i can help them!
you abandon me,
why did you leave me?

i ripped out all of my parts,
and worst of all,
for me to live,
i killed the part of me that was sore,

you abandon me,
you abandon me!
why did you leave me?

why, why don't you love who i am?
i thought you could love me,
like you always have.

i declared war,
the day you gave up on me.