RETROUVAILLES - POETRY

018 - someone you missed

side note: not a poem but more like a descriptive writing.

Writing down on a piece of paper, a memo note or anywhere on your phone about how much you miss someone is way easier than talking about it upfront or in person because I think that expressing yourself in such manner is effortless. rather than it be said aloud would be nerv-wrecking, for me, that is. well, with that being said, you know very well what I am going to be writing about that is, someone I missed very much dearly.

This person, I known and been longing they existence for a while. saying this, I don't mean I actually want them back in life, well, I really just missed the memories I had with them. I bared my heart with them and they were my precious lost. One of the most biggest impact that they had in life is how understanding and caring they were to me. How soft spoken, kind and warm they are. Everything they have said always hit close to home. The feeling that they gave, the warmness in their words truly, left a big void inside my heart. I also remembered the way they would normally be dressed, wearing baggy clothes with a khaki coloured sweaters or hoodies. It amuses me sometimes, you know with the weather in Malaysia being hot and all. I'm the one to say and to include, I always wear clothing like that sometimes too.

I used to notice a lot of the little things they did, that till today put a smile on my face. They are scared of watching horror movies and would curl up into this big soft ball in the cinema seat and cover up their face with their sweater or hands. It's really adorable if you think about it. They prefer bitter-sweet things like coffee over overly-sweet things. They like to read poetry books before going to sleep and would serenade me their favourite quotes on the phone. Their thoughtfulness is what I love the most about them.

They had played one of the most biggest part in my life and I will forever be thankful of them for it. No matter where they are and what they are doing, my best wishes is up there for them. They were a memory that I would never want to forget. A memory that I want to forever cherish and keep it close to my chest. Thanks to them for teaching me a very important life lesson. Another great year for them to prosper and grow.