honestly,
all my life,
i have been so lost.
i do not know what is going on inside my head,
or what even lies in there,
or what to even think,
or what to even feel.but lately,
i have been feeling,
i have been thinking,
way too much.
for my own liking.should this be something i should,
be concerned of?is this just a feeling of likeness towards you,
or mayhaps it is something,
more?lately,
you had me thinking about my future,
mayhaps even our future,
together.
you made me feel warm,
so so warm.
you made me feel,
needed for once.you told me,
a week ago you've lost hope in everything,
you feel like you were at your lowest,
you felt you've hit rock bottom,
then you said,
"not until i met you."
do you know,
how happy it made me feel?your words,
they're comforting,
but it also pierced a million knives in my heart.you said,
"for someone i just met, i've known a lot about you."i opened up to you,
like an open book,
with every pages being,
oh so delicate,
and fragile.but you handled me with care.
the world started,
to make sense for me,
again.these butterflies,
started to rain,
in my stomach.and all of these,
is because of you.but all of these, too,
will be left,
unsaid.maybe one day,
you'll get to hear all of these from me.i'm scared,
i would loose you,
like how i have lost everyone,
not again,please,
not again.
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RETROUVAILLES - POETRY
Poetrywords that i can't speak out loud but in poetry, i can.