RETROUVAILLES - POETRY

020 - why?

i often wonder,
when did we start writing messages that we can never bring ourselves to send?
why do we still dwell on the pain that was caused by something that happened years ago?
why do we still try to grasp on something that will never be ours?
why do we hold ourselves back and close our eyes from the happiness that was meant for us?
when did we drifted apart?
why does these memories bring a thousand aches to our heart?
do we say what we mean?
oh, don't we just wished to be 13 again? reliving life differently? choosing different paths now that we thought was right before?

in searched of the answers for these questions, we forgot to live our present. we didn't see through the love that someone is trying to give cus we are trying to grasp on something that isn't ours. these are the mistakes we made that lead us to unspoken words and pain.

everyone wished that they could undo the past, in hopes for a different ending but are we really changing anything? would making a different choice, change who you are now? what happened in the past, happened for a reason. if we could just be happy of what we have right now and not worry of what's to come tomorrow, life would be so much meaningful.