Courageous(Can i love again?)

Chapter 30

Keira's POV

"Bye mom, dad. Take care okay" I said my goodbyes when its time for them to leave for their vacation. We are at the airport.

"Of course honey" My mom said.

"Take good care of my daughter, son" My dad said to King by my side. He smiled and said "I will dad" I smiled at him a bit then I turn to hug my parents again.

"I'm gonna miss you both" I said to them. They smiled at me and said "We are too"

"Enjoy okay, just have fun with each other" I said with a smile. Then the announcer called their flight so it was time for them to go now.

"Go on, have fun. Bye!" I said again while waving my hands at them. We waited for them to enter before we take our leave.

"Let's go" He said in a cold tone. We enter the car and had a silent drive back home. This is awkward. Remember the night when we have dinner with my parents, something happen that night after they left.

*Flashback*

I was in my room at the guest room ready to sleep when suddenly he entered in his drunken state. But I am pretty sure he knows what he's doing.

"Why are you here?" I ask him immediately with a frown face. I heard him smirk and finish his glass of whiskey I can smell it. He put down the glass and walked towards me.

"What are you doing?" I ask again but he ignores it. He was standing in front of me, his eyes are full of lust and desires. Then suddenly he grab me and kissed me hungrily. I pushed him with all the strength I have and shout at him.

"How dare you?! Get out! Now!" I said with a shaky voice because I can feel that I am about to cry. I don't like what's happening right now. But he ignored me again.

He pinned me to the bed and kissed me again, his grip in my arms are so tight I'm sure it will leave a bruise there. His hands are starting to roam all over my body, he's touching me everywhere. This time I'm crying, I want him to stop. He's kissing my neck down to the valley of my breast, then he started cupping one of them. He's starting to undress me, he manages to pull my gown down to have a full view of my breast.

He looked at me with so much lust, just lust. He saw that I'm crying but he doesn't care. Then he started kissing and licking my breast while the other is cupping by his hand. I can't even speak. I can't feel any pleasure, I am hurting. He's hurting me.

When I feel that his hand are starting to roam down my core I finally said a word.

"Please.... stop.. please" I said with a cracked and shaky voice. I can feel that he stopped doing it.

"Please, don't do this King.... stop" I said more like pleading him to leave. I'm scared, hurt and I hate him so much because of this. I am crying silently, then I feel my bed shift when he finally let go of me. I heard him sigh, my back was facing him and I curl myself up while crying.

He tucked me and put covers in my body, then he suddenly kissed my head and said a word "I'm sorry" That's what he said before he left my room. I don't know if what I heard was right, when he said that, I can hear his guilt too but I don't know if it's true or not.

*Flashback ends*

That's what happens. Sigh.

Maybe this silent treatment is good because I don't want to talk to him either.

We arrived at his house, I quickly got out of the car and entered the house to prepare. I'm just gonna wash up then I'm ready to go.

When I finished fixing myself, I got out with a bag on my shoulder and started to walk downstairs. I'm so happy to leave here. While I was about to take my leave, he suddenly spoke that stops me from walking.

"Where do you think you're going?" He asked in a cold tone, I started to get annoyed again. But I calm myself before I turn around to face him with a forced smile. He's just staring at me with a frown, but I just continued putting on a smile.

"Oh, didn't I tell you?" I said, mentioning the sarcasm. Well yeah, I didn't tell him, why should I? Right?

He just stared at me. So I laugh a bit.

"Guess not" I murmur. I heard him smirk, so I looked at him again and spoke so I can leave already.

"I'm famous and super busy. Don't worry, because you're not gonna see this face for a month. Happy?" I said while waving my hand wearing an annoyed smile. I don't need to explain anything in the first place!

"A month?" He said, I nod.

"Yeah, I'll be having a fashion show for like 5 or 6 countries in a month. So, maybe I'll be gone by your sight in a month or... so." I said again. Then I called one of the maids to help me get my things and put them in my car.

He didn't say anything, he just keeps on staring at me. So I can't help but to smirk. When I was about to say something, Manang Sabel came.

"You're leaving?" She said while looking at my luggage. I feel sad for leaving her here. I'm gonna miss her. I hold her hand and spoke.

"Yeah, and I'm gonna be gone for a while" I said trying to make her feel better. But it just makes her more sad.

"But don't worry. It'll be quick Manang, I'll be back..." I paused and take a glance at him before I turn to Manang again and continue.

"For you. And I'm gonna bring something that you will gonna like. I promise" I said with a wide smile, then she smiled at me too that makes me feel better.

"No need for that hija. Just be safe." She said like I was hearing it from my mom. I smiled and said "I will" then she hugged me. It was so soothing for me. I pull away and spoke.

"Okay then, I need to go now, I don't wanna be late for my flight," I said playfully. She chuckle a bit.

"Take care" She said. I nod with a smile.

"Bye" I said while taking a glance at him, who was still staring or glaring at me. I don't know. A month without seeing him? It'll gonna be great.

At the plane.

"So, what did he tell you when he saw you leaving?" She asked me again. I groan.

"I already answered that Kate" I said without any energy. I just want to take a rest.

"Yah I know. But what do you think he's thinking?" She said. I turn to look at her with a look 'really Kate?' .

"Just take a guess" She said. I sigh.

"I don't know. And I don't care." I said, irritated. She just pout at me, so I can't help but to laugh a bit.

"Do you really not like him?" She asked again. I just shake my head with closed eyes. She sighed again.

"But-" I raise my hand to stop her from talking nonsense, then I look at her.

"Stop talking about that jerk." I said really annoyed. She's just staring at me. I sigh.

"Look Kate. We have a very busy days ahead. We need to rest. I need to take some sleep before we landed at our first stop." I explain.

"So please, stop talking about him. And give me back my Kate, who's always ready for this kind of trip. Okay?" I said with a smile. She finally smile and giggle.

"Okay! I'll stop.. for now" She said with a playful smile, so I just rolled my eyes at her.

"Just kidding. Don't be so serious okay. I'll stop talking about your very goddamn hot husband." She said mocking me, I frown at her. So she laughs so loud, that the staffs stop what they're doing just to look at her, being like a crazy woman.

It's a good thing that we are using my private plane. My staffs are all here for my fashion shows. I am very lucky to have them.

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