Hungry

~eighteen~

Stretching your arms, hearing the rain drops hit the windows with slight thunder in the background, making you not want to leave your warm cozy bed. You roll to Sanzu's side of the bed, which was cold and empty. Your eyes immediately shot open.

Ever since he came back, you always woke up cuddled next to him.

With slight panic, you jump out of bed, rushing downstairs to see Lana sitting at the island with her laptop and coffee.

"Good morning Y/N" Lana spoke happily.

"Hi, Where's Sanzu?" you replied with worry in your tone. The last time you woke up he left you for over a month. Did he leave you again? Did he leave for good? Was this all a lie? Was I not good enough?

All these questions flooded your head, which was clearly painted all over your face, which Lana took notice to. She got up walking over to you, leaning slightly down cupping your face.

"Babe's, him and Ran went to meet up with Mikey for last minute things for tomorrow night. He left stuff in your room for you." She spoke with a slight smile. The weight that lifted off your shoulders when she said that was enormous, you didn't even know it was there to be honest. With a slight smile, you quickly walked back upstairs and notice a big white bag and a note next to it on your dresser.

You chuckle slightly at how you didn't notice it when you went downstairs. Picking up the note with a slight smile,

Good morning my Princess,

I would have been here, but Mikey needed your brother and I for a little this morning for tomorrow night. I planned a whole day for us, but the weather is kind of shitty. It's up to you what you want to do, I'll be happy as long as I'm with you.

I love you, daddy

You smile and shake your head as you read the last line.

"Such an idiot." You giggle to yourself putting the note down with a unremovable smile painting your face.

The way he was treating you since he has come home has been amazing. Everything you honestly ever wanted. Always making you sure you felt loved and appreciated, especially on your worst days. You were so grateful for everything that pertained to him.

You shifted back towards your bed, just laying down and scrolling through socials. Feeling your eyes become heavy again, slowly drifting off to sleep, not fighting the urge.

You get woken up by slight nudging. Not wanting to open your eyes, wanting to stay in your warm spot in your comfy bed. Letting out a moan and rolling over to the other side. Hoping that whatever was trying to wake you, would just go away.

Unfortunately, that was not the case. You felt small kisses on your forehead and finger through your hair. You wouldn't lie to yourself, it felt amazing. With a kiss to your nose, you peer over your shoulder, seeing that its Sanzu.

With a soft smile and heavy eyes, "hi baby." You spoke in a sluggish sleepy voice.

"Hi Princess, you feeling okay? He spoke softly back with his fingers still working through your hair.

You roll over placing your head into Sanzu's lap, nuzzling up next to him. You muttered an mhm back to his question, keeping your eyes closed so that you didn't have to fully wake up.

"Baby it's 5pm. Did you sleep all day?" he still spoke softly with care in his tone.

"yeah" you continued to mutter back softly enjoying his fingers playing through your hair.

He sighed as he leaned down and kissed your forehead.

"Are you sure you're okay? Is tomorrow starting to get to you?" he spoke startled by how you jumped up looking at him as he finished his sentence.

"Fuck." Was all you muttered back never breaking eye contact.

"Woah woah baby what's wrong, talk to me." He said with a hint of concern as he brought both hands up and softly placing them against your cheeks, with his thumb brushing your cheek bones.

"Yeah, I guess nervous. A lot can go wrong, and I don't want to disappoint you guys or fuck this mission up. I just want to make my brothers proud." You spoke softly rest your head against his one hand.

"The mission you planed Y/N is genius, there is no way you are going to fuck anything up. You are amazing, always have been always will be. You make your brothers proud every single day, you make me proud every day." He answered in a serious but caring tone.

Hearing those words come from him was like a wake-up call. Those words flowing into your mental making you realize that the people you care most about do appreciate you. Knowing that after everything that has happened, they are continuously proud of you. Knowing that even if it is to go south tomorrow regardless, they are still going to feel the same towards you, those words he spoke you needed to hear the most in the moment and you didn't even realize it.

"I love you Sanzu" you spoke effortlessly with nothing but love back.

"I love you too baby I love you too." Was all he spoke back before giving you the most loving and tender kiss you have ever received. That kiss engulfing you with every emotion and feeling you have ever felt. Giving you the sense of love, care, and affection. Showing you that he indeed cared for you just as much as you cared for him. This feeling was something that you longed for, and it's been in front of you this whole time. You are undeniably in love with Sanzu Haruchiyo.

"Listen, I had a whole day planned for us, but work fucked that up and you don't seem to be in the mood to leave this bed today. Let's just get food and hangout, yeah?" he asked questionably.

You shook your head yes as you got up to use the restroom, with him heading towards the door.

"I'll be back, pick a movie." He shouted as he started down the stairs.

-4am-

"Listen, the plan is seamless Mikey. Y/N can do this, I believe in her." Ran spoke lowly in the kitchen.

"I know she is more then capable of pulling this off. I'm not worried about her; I'm worried about those fucking idiots. Do you really think a few fucking changes and they aren't going to notice? If this goes south, we are right where they want us. Open and vulnerable." Mikey spoke with concern.

Ran had his hands on the countertop leaning on it as he dropped his head.

"The plan is good, we can't go back now so, well just keep extra eyes on her alright?" Ran finally spoke after a few moments of silence. Bringing Mikey's attention back to him. Ran knew that Mikey had care for you, whether he showed it or not. He noticed every time you would come into the room that his demeanor would change. He still looked lifeless with zero emotion, but he could tell he always had a soft spot for you. He also knew that losing Rin was hard enough on him but losing you would hold a heavy impact. All of Bonten protected you and cared for you more than just a Haitani sister. You were apart of Bonten without anyone saying it.

They both new that they needed this plan to go effortlessly, or things would just get worse. They needed to protect you at all costs.

~ Don't forget to vote cuties ♥ sorry I was MIA, life gets busy but I'm back and in the mood to write. Thank you all for reading. Also this story has a few more chapters left. Then I'll be updating my Eren fic. It is close to be publishable, follow for updates on when it'll be ready !! I LOVE YOU ALL ♥    xoxo missbutterfly