Hungry

~six~

"Listen, Ran and I kept her quite this entire fucking time. I'm not gunna have her getting involved in this shit because people think she's Sanzu's fucking arm candy." Rin argued to Mikey as he paced back and forth in the kitchen of the penthouse. Ran leaning against the counter "We got to hide her, untill we figure this shit out." he sighed out. "Well she's out with Sanzu right now, I'll call him and have her brought back." Mikey stated pulling out his phone, walking into the other room. Rin looked over at Ran sadly, "We knew this was going to happen once she graduated and started coming out to the club with us Ran." Ran sighing smacking a glass off the counter, shattering on the floor. "Fuck, how did I let this happen." he shouted. Mikey walks back in sliding his phone into his pocket and grabbing food from the fridge, sitting back down at the island. They all turn to the door hearing the lock open, watching you carelessly slam the door and look over, nodding at them. Ran noticed you look drained and annoyed, worrying that Sanzu opened his mouth about the mission they were on today. As you emotionlessly walk down the hall towards your room, " Ah fuck" Ran says running after you as Mikey and Rin look at each other trying to figure out what's happening. 

You place the bags down on the floor to your walk in closet and turn the string lights above your bed on as well as the wax burner on your nightstand. 

*knock knock* " Hey kid, can I come in?" Ran whispers through the door. You sigh taking your sneakers off, " Yeah sure." you deadpanned while placing you shoes in the closet. He walks in closing the door and sitting on the giant bean bag in the corner of your room. "So you gunna tell me why you were slamming the door or do I got to guess?" he sighs making him self comfortable. You walk into your bathroom throwing on a big t-shirt and sweats. Sighing as you walk back to your bed leaning your back against the wall with a pillow on your lap. "Its stupid, I'm stupid." 

"Kid you're not stupid, just talk to me." Ran said looking at you with worried eyes. Yes you were close to both your brothers but you and Ran were like bestfriends. You laughed with him cried to him, everything. You would just go and hangout in his room while he worked, he was your comfort zone. He knows everything about your life, no secret kept from him. This was different thou, this was about Sanzu. One of his friends but also a colleague. You didn't want him to be pissed at you or even worse freak out on Sanzu. Yes , you had Senju to have this "girl talk" with but that was Sanzu's sister and their relationship was rocky to begin with. 

"Listen I don't need you freaking out on me Ran." you muttered as you played with the fringe on the pillow not making any eye contact. 

"Y/n, I can put money on it I know what your going to say, I'm not stupid." Ran says with a slight chuckle. You look up at him, "I like Bonten's number 2, who is one an asshole and two a man whore. I'm an idiot for even letting it happen." you sigh. "Finally you admit it." he says getting up and laying on the other side of the bed. 

"Wait you knew?" you questioned looking over at him. "Kid, you can just see it. All of Bonten sees it." Ran chuckles looking over to you. 

"OMG how fucking embarrassing." You slam the pillow into your face. Ran laughing "I've been rooting for you two. Hence why we always leave him to take care of you when we got business shit." you smirk at him. " Yeah well he still texts his toys even when were out to dinner." you sigh looking back down to your pillow. Ran sits up questionably looking at you, "Was he doing that tonight? Is that why you're all pissed off?" 

"Well yeah, he kept taking his phone out looking around texting and putting it back. I then commented on it and he told me it wasn't like that." you stated air quoting the part that Sanzu said to you. 

"Y/N, he has never talked to any of them like that. Like ever. It was probably the Bonten chat, We were on a mission today and it included him so we had to keep him in the loop being you..." Ran stops himself before slipping up. You both look at each other eager to see what the other was going to say. "Me? What about me?" you shouted. 

Ran sits up, "Nothing bad, just ugh making sure you were okay because of the club thing ya know." he spits out getting up and stretching. "I don't believe that for a fucking second Ran, tell me." you stared him down. "Y/N listen, come downstairs and we will fill you in." he said walking towards the door.

Your heart sank "Um did I do something wrong?" you nervously played with your fingers. 

"Never kid, lets go." you muttered opening the door to your room. 

You just sat there letting you mind take over. What did I do? Did I do something to fuck something up for them? Did I post something that could link us together? Every possibility of how you fucked something up ran from every corner of your mind. 

Growing up your parents were dead beat pieces of shit. Never really giving a single fuck about their kids, hence why we all probably ended up this way. One day Ran and Rin said they were moving out and taking you with them. Being that there was a slight age gap, you were only 13. You never knew what the boys were getting into, them leaving on Friday nights to go into the city of Roppongi and coming back whenever they pleased. They were doing this for as long as you could remember until they came in your room and helped you pack everything. They enrolled you into school changing your last name so it could never be linked back to them. 

"Listen kid, what Rin and I are doing is a lot. We don't want bad people knowing that you are our little sister ok?" you nodded not really understanding but agreeing because you trusted them. So as you got older, high school was a bit hard. You weren't aloud to have friends over and you couldn't share locations with them. To your friends, you lived practically alone with the excuse " My parents are away on business." which your friends slowly but surely stopped believing and distanced themselves from you. You fought a lot with Rin because of this being he was always the more serious and stern brother. Ran always letting you cry to him and complain knowing that what they were doing was for the best but saw the toll it was taking on you. 

Once you graduated high school thou, everything changed. They would let you come to the club with them, Ran always sneaking you shots behind Rins back and Sanzu cheering you both on. Rin always disliked the fact they gave you a car and let you go out alone to shop or just hangout with some friends you managed to keep. Always trying to protect you and the whole sister secret. Well little to your knowledge, their whole scheme may have just blown up in front of them.

Hearing the front door shut pulling you from your thoughts, you make your way to the kitchen to see all of Bonten's top executives standing in the kitchen. "Fuck, this most certainly is not good."