🦋 Being the younger sister of the Haitani Brothers has its pros and cons , especially when it comes to their one friend, Bontens number 2.
🦋 sanzu x femreader
🦋 ! WARNINGS !
~ Drugs/Alcohol/Smoking
~ NSFW content
~ Violence/Guns
I DO NOT OWN ANY...
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As you picked everything up, and turned the corner of your closet you saw Mikey standing there looking sad. It Was strange being he never wears emotion on the outside for anyone to see. As we stared at each other he walked closer to you engulfing you in a hug. You were shocked and speechless. You looked over to Ran who looked just as sad as Mikey. What is happening?
You dropped everything you were holding, hugging him back. You felt bad for Mikey, he never shows any type of affection. His hug was desperate and needy.
Are they sad because of me? Am I ruining everything? Is everyone fucking sad because of me? Why does everyone always end up protecting me and getting hurt? Why can I not help everyone?
I am the problem. Everything always stems back to me. From my brothers moving me away from our shitty parents all the way to Rin getting killed to prove a point to never touch me. It's me.
I am the problem.
You were high as fuck. These thoughts just keep rolling through your brain uncontrollably. Before you could even realize what was happening, you were crying into Mikey's chest. It was a silent cry, the only indicator of you even having a slight emotion was the tears staining Mikey's shirt.
It was not long until Mikey figured it out and hugged you tighter. As soon as Mikey hugged you tighter,
"FUCK THIS!" Sanzu shouted, and you could hear him storm out of the room. Then another set of footsteps behind him, which you could only assume was Ran. As the footsteps echoed away from your current position in your room. You just stayed still, never letting go of Mikey.
You could hear voices downstairs and some commotion. Eventually leading to the door closing and dead silence afterwards.
It was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. In the moment, everything was silent, even your thoughts. There was nothing but silence. Letting your head rest on Mikey's chest as your arms were still wrapped around his torso. You just stood there. Unable to think about anything. Which was terrifying in itself being your mind was always loud. Always thinking, or overthinking, planning, something, anything. To your disliking, your mind was blank.
Why is my mind insane and then the next moment it's nothing? Why can I not control my emotions? What happened? Why is my life like this? Why did everything have to spiral out of control? WHY? WHY? WHY?
"Why what?" Mikey spoke to you, softly. His tone a few octaves above a whisper.
His words make you open your eyes, realizing that your face was sandwiched in between his soft delicate hands. His empty eyes staring back at you with a hint of concern.
