🦋 Being the younger sister of the Haitani Brothers has its pros and cons , especially when it comes to their one friend, Bontens number 2.
🦋 sanzu x femreader
🦋 ! WARNINGS !
~ Drugs/Alcohol/Smoking
~ NSFW content
~ Violence/Guns
I DO NOT OWN ANY...
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~ Ran's POV ~
As we headed out from the hideout, I was worried. When I was looking at Y/N, my sister, I saw everything but that. I saw a shell of what used to be her.
I don't know when it got like this, or if she was just good at hiding her feelings. Letting them live deep inside of her brain. Only letting herself deal with them.
I was scared.
So fucking scared.
Was this mission the right thing for her? Was I making a horrible mistake by letting her do this? Was i fucking ruining the last little bit of herself that she had left to get a slight bit of redemption, getting "revenge" for our brother? Was this mission going to be the reason I lost her all together? Was I about to lose that only thing I had left of a family.
As all these thoughts speed through my brain. I didn't know what to think anymore. Was I just overthinking this whole situation?
As we drove down the street, it was quiet, the only sound was the music from the default radio playing, filling the emptiness within the air.
I wanted something,
Anything,
From my sister. She was the only thing I had left. The only thing that made me ok. The only thing that truthfully kept me here. Yeah I had Lara, but what was anything without Y/N. Someone I lived my whole life for. Someone, my brother and I protected our entire existence. A life without Y/N is a life that is not worth living.
As I snapped myself out of the repetitive thoughts, pulling up to the side street a block down from the club, I looked over to Y/N. There was blood all over her fingers, and I could hear her mumbling things to herself. I couldn't comprehend what she was saying.
I started nudging her shoulder to snap her out of whatever she was in. Thinking maybe it was just one of these first mission nervous things.
It wasn't.
"Y/N!!" I screamed when she wasn't responding, just staring out. She leaned over hitting her head against the window. She wasn't there, she was empty.
Lifeless.
I started to panic, she was bleeding and I couldn't comprehend what happened from the meeting until now. I thought I got through to her. I thought she understood that we loved her. That Rin loved her. That none of this is her fault. This is the life we choose.
Why is this happening?
As I was still shouting her name and shaking her, she muttered something.
One simple name.
"Rin?" Y/N muttered slowly as a tear fell from her eye.
She slowly closed her eyes and her body fell limp.
