We walked into his apartment and I headed straight to the shower I need this hot water to loosen me up, I hopped in and sat down and let the water pour down on me and said a prayer to myself.
"God please change him for me I don't ask for anything but I don't want to lose him" I sighed got up and began to wash up
"Damn girl, what you doing playing with yo butt?" Trouble said I jumped
"What the fuck you just scared me," I said and we fell out laughing "I'm finishing up now grab me that towel," I said he handed it to me
"Tryna drink?" He asked
"What you got to drink?" I asked
"Dusse" he said I nodded "aight" he left out
I quickly wrap the towel around my body and hopped out I went over to the sink brushed my teeth and walked out the bathroom into the room I pulled out a pair of panties and slipped them on. I got on the bed and put up the cup Trouble left me and took a sip "fuccckkk" I dragged twisted my face I picked up the Red Bull
"You tweaking this shit smooth as fuck" Trouble said walking back in the room and getting in the bed with me "you sleeping like that?" He asked I nodded and he smirked
"Ewww nasty ass" I said playfully we sat and joked for what felt like hours after drinking damn near the whole bottle I tapped out
"Ohhh you pussy" he said I laughed and grabbed the remote "ion wanna watch hip hop love or basketball whores" I rolled my eyes
"Dumb ass it's love and hip hop and basketball wives but for your information, I'm about to listen to YB," I said he scrunched his face
"Fuck outta here dude used to be cool but he is on some hoe ass shit turn on rod wave" he snatched the remote we laid back in bed and he cuddled up under me
"Whenever we rekindle you always mention yo mama I mean I know you were in Forster care and she didn't fight for you but what happened?" I asked wanting an honest answer he looked up at me and sat up on his elbow
"You how a father is a girl first love and a mother is supposed to be her son's, well my mama never showed me, tender love, she was there but she wasn't there if you know what I mean" I nodded "she sold her body she claimed it was to support me but ever now and then I found myself wondering a corner store to steal me a can of Vienna sausage and crackers we didn't even have power or water"
-flashback 2007
It's the fourth of July and Trouble doesn't know if it's fireworks or gunshots but he was on a mission "its fireworks it's fireworks" he repeated to himself so he wouldn't be scared
"Come na joe you know what time it is he on the corner of 73rd and Ada if you ain't in that car in five minutes you can kiss yo son goodbye" he heard a familiar voice say he ran over to a car
"MAMA!" he yelled running to the back passenger side "mama come home" he said
"Night what you doing out here this late" she snorted her nose "go on home I'll be there in five minutes and I'm bring your favorite home tonight how about you get a Big Mac tonight huh? would you like that?" she asked tears started running down his cheek
"No mama I don't want no McDonald's can you just come home please" he pleaded grabbing her hand and dragging her out of the car "please mama"
"Baby do you wanna be happy?" she asked then looked down at him "Night baby" she kneel to wipe his tears "shhh don't cry I'm coming" she smiled while wiping his tears he wrapped his arm around her waist and she wrapped hers around his neck they began to walk away until Trouble got pushed to the ground
"Benji bitch is you stupid" a local pimp called Jonesy said
"Wait a minute Jonesy that's my baby" Benji said tryna tend to her child
"Do you know I'll cut this lil nigga head off and put it on yo lap when you play with my money bitch you playing with yo son life na get yo funky ass on" she stood there and looked between Jonesy and Trouble
She wiped tears off her face "Night go home I'll be there in fifteen minutes" she said picking him up off the ground back on his feet Trouble held on to her arm
"Mama please I love you don't you love me?" he queasy through his cries "mommy please don't go come with me" he tried to drag her with him but she snatched away
"You know I love you now go home Night I'll be there in a minute" she said before walking off
"See youngin that's how you put a hoe in check" Jonesy said walking towards Trouble "when a mothafucka try you, you gotta hit them where it hurt and when you do that you gotta put pressure behind that and stand on it" Trouble sat there still crying "aye lil nigga this a lesson learned stop all that crying" Trouble balled up his fist and walked up on Jonesy
"Let my mama go" he said
"Yo mama could leave whenever she wants but right na she going to go make my money ain't nobody keeping yo mama here her stanky ass love it here" he pushed Trouble back "look here lil nigga you on your own cause a real mama would've never let her child see her doped up when I said what I said a real mother would've snapback and died behind her child"
"Nigga shut up" Trouble turned around to walk away "when I grow up you better hope somebody get to you before I do because I'm gone do you bad" Jonesy laughed
"Yeah okay lil nigga" he continued to laugh "aye when you tired of stealing food from the corner store come holla at me I got a position for you" he said walking away
Present
"That's why it's hard for me to love cause if yo own mama can walk away what female won't?" he shrugged his shoulders
"I'm sorry babe" I leaned over to hug him
"It ain't yo fault shorty that's why I push you away I got my guard up to protect myself but someway somehow I could never get you outta my mind and my pride is a mothafucka I just can't pick up the phone to call because I'm always thinking maybe this time I went to far she ain't gone fuck with me this time but every time I see you my heart start skipping beats and every time we near each other on bad terms you still stick up with my ass" he said
"I told you I love you and I mean that I ain't say it outta lust this is pure and genuine love I don't know what you did to me but it's like I'm... I'm hooked I don't want to lose you I want to help you in every way possible" I said he smirked
"I love you too baby" he said I smiled he places his hand on my face and come in for a kiss he placed his tongue in my mouth and I did the same he pulled away while bitting on my lip
He laid me on my back and made me take off my towel leaving me bare naked he hovered on top of me and kissed me from my bellybutton to my neck then he licked on me from my neck to my breast he held one of my breast while sucking on the other one he looked up at me then maneuver his lips to mine and started to kiss my lip I was so much in the mood I didn't even realize his panties was off "you sure you ready for this?" He asked and I nodded.
"Yes" I said
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Fanfiction"I believe in you more then my damn self now tell me that ain't love" -Trouble Li Carter is a 17 year old girl living a care free life, with a bold personality. In her own opinion her life was great, she basically had the life every teenage girl dre...
