FORTY ONE

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"Li get up" Trouble said

"Five more minutes please" I said

"Here" he said handing me some wings and fries "I'm coming back later but Kash and yo peoples here" he said he gave me a kiss and left

And the girls came to the back and sat on the bed with me "hey girl you good?" Kash asked I sat up and nodded as Armani took a piece of my chicken

"I just want to apologize to y'all about last night I was not in my right mind and whatever I said or did I'm sorry" I said eating some of my food

"It's cool some shit self explanatory" Armani said Kash pushed her

"What?" I said

"Yo test said you was pregnant" she said

"But it don't necessary mean anything some test says that when you close to your period that's why I said you need a at least three test" Asia said

"I'll take another one" I said I shrugged it off because I know I'm not pregnant

"Good cause we went and got one" Armani said I got up and went to the bathroom to take the second test I sat in the bathroom waiting I went over and sat in the corner and cried rocking myself.

"You good?" Kash asked as she came in

"No what if I am pregnant this will change my whole life" I said she sat next to me

"No your life will change but for the better a baby ain't gone do nothing but make you grind harder then ever and it's not like your going to do it alone you got me, Mani, Asia, Trouble and yo parents" she said

"Oh my god what I'm gone tell them?" I asked

"When the time is right sit them down and just let them know you going to finish school and take care of business and I'll be with you every step of the way"  she said "want me to read it for you?" She asked I nodded she got up and went to read it "it says positive" I cried "Li you gone be straight I promise you" she said I wiped my tears and she helped me up

"I just want to be alone" I said

"You sure" Kash asked

"Yes" I said with a shaking tone

"We not leaving you" Armani said

"Please I can't breathe ion wanna be bother" I said

"Li once you accept it's not going to be that bad" Kash said

"Y'all got kids?" I asked and they all got quite "exactly so don't tell me how I should feel"

"I was almost a mother" Asia said "I was so happy I ran to tell my child father that we was expecting but he played me to the side I was scared to tell my mama she looked at me as her little angel she didn't even know I was having sex" she chuckled "I finally got the courage to tell my mama because my stomach was growing she was so supportive because I was her only child she was so happy to have a grand baby when I was seven months I went for my annual check up and when I was laying on the bed I had a strange feeling about this day" she said

"Why?" Armani asked

"Ion know my mama always tells me it was daddy telling me he have my baby" she said as tears were running down her face

"What happened?" I asked

"The nigga before I was playing with my stomach and I felt my baby playing around but come to find out my son had his unbiblical cord wrapped around his neck and he was tryna fight out the hold now doctors have been telling me it's going to be hard for me to carry another child and if I do became pregnant I can die" she said

"Asia I'm so sorry that you had to go through that" Armani said hugging her sister tight

"That's why you should be happy. God blessed you with a baby and you should be preying that you have a health and full term pregnancy" she said to me

"And here I am be ungrateful I'm sorry Asia" said hugging her

"And you got a nigga that's gone be there with you through this whole thing" Kash said I laid down

"Im going to set my appointment tomorrow to be for sure" I said and we all laid there "can we please watch something so I can nap in peace" they all laughed and we all dozed off

Somebody tapping me woke me up "we about to leave love you" I heard Armani say

"Love you too" I said turning over

"Aye bae you need anything" I heard Trouble say

"Sleep" I said

"Get up real quick" he said I sighed and gotten up

"What?" I said

"Dang you gone sleep yo day away" he jokingly said I rolled my eyes

"Boy what do you want?" I asked him

"Damn I quit" he held his hands up like he was surrendering "what you wanna do?" He asked

"You want me to get an abortion?" I asked him

"No ion believe in abortion been against since I was younger but if you don't think the time is right I'll support you" he said

"I'm gone wait till I set my appointment and from there we can decide what we wanna do" I said

"Aight bet" he said "you got your outfit for tomorrow?" He asked

"No fuck what time is it?" I asked

"Damn calm down shorty it's ten at night" he said

"Why you ain't been said nothing?" I asked

"Just be happy I'm asking now" I rolled my eyes "chill bro I handled everything while you was sleep Asia just took ya pops back his car and before they came over I had them get you something" he said

"Awwa thanks" I said

"Yeah but I'm about to head out real quick" he said

"For what?" I asked

"To handle some business" he said

"Why you can't stay with me tonight cause you know tomorrow I'm gone be with my family" I said

"I'll stay but don't get mad when you ask for some money and I ain't got it" he said

"You never know I might've just saved you life today" I said

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