Unapologetic

FORTY THREE

I stood in the kitchen cooking us something to eat as Trouble stood behind me rubbing my belly "you ain't always gotta touch my stomach" I said

"Man JR gone know who I am before he come out that mothafucka" he said

"JR" I laughed "I'm not making my son a JR and what if it's a girl" I said

"Shit she can be a JR too" he said

"Boy you sound dumb" I said he smacked his teeth

"How foe?" he asked

"Because it's stupid that why" I said "and anyways why you ain't make Hunter a JR?" I asked

He shrugged his shoulders "it ain't feel right" he said

"Why?" I asked

"I know he my son but I just couldn't share the connection with him probably because I didn't love his mama" He said "yeah but when the food gone be done"

"In a little bit" I said

"And why you asking all these question when you plan on telling yo peoples you pregnant?" he asked

"When the time is right" I said

"And when that gone be on yo due date?" He asked

"No it's gone be soon" I said

He walked out "aye after we eat I'm gone dip out real quick" he said I rolled my eyes

Thank God I told Kash to come over and help me get ready for my photoshoot I made our plates and sat them on the island he came in and we began to eat. After we was done with our meal a knock came on the door "it's Kash" I said he went to go open it she came in and we walked to the back

"Girla all you do is sleep and eat" she said "how do you feel about being a mommy?" she asked

I started rubbing my stomach "I don't know what to say all this feel surreal" I said

"You know I'll never judge you rather have abortion or not I'm going love you regardless" Kash said

We sat up in bed talking Trouble came in and gave me a kiss and left back out.

I sigh "what did they say?" she asked

"I'm four months I got to set up an clinic appointment to check on the baby" I said "so the abortion option is out the window"

"Damn" Kash shook her head "did you plan on having a abortion?" she asked

"Ion know" I laid back and she did too "I really don't know" I said she darted her eyes at me "what?"

"When you plan on telling yo parents?" She asked

"Do I really got to tell them?" I asked

"Of course they gone find out anyways might as well tell them now to get it all over and done with" she said I started sobbing

"When should I tell them?" I asked

"Well your four months so you can do it" she started counting on her hand "now" she said "it'll a be better if you do it face to face"

I wiped my tears with the back of my hand I picked my phone up and looked at the time. It felt like an eternity waiting for the time for us to get ready for the photoshoot.

"How you think Ember gone feel?" She asked

"I really don't care what she think or how she feel I had to put my feelings aside and watch him be a daddy to their son" I said being honest