"Fuck" I said looking over my quarterly report. Due to stress my grades have been slipping. I got a full ride scholarship because of academics if I keep this shit up I can kiss this college life bye.
Five weeks later Trouble and I, are still on bad terms, we ain't slept in the same room since that day. I only speak to him when it concerns our son other than that he won't hear a word out of my mouth.
After he left that night, he didn't come home till three days later. So I taught myself that he going to do what he wants I can't stop him, but when it's my turn to show out I want him to take that shit on the chin like I did.
"I got a C yours can't be that bad" Dahja said I looked my paper over again and it's just a B.
"You right" I put my paper in my purse "for now on it business, school and my baby" I said
Dahja knows a little about Trouble and I business like talking to other bitches but she doesn't know about the cheating part only Kash and Armani.
"As it should be" she said agreeing to me we left campus and went to her dorm that she shared with another girl, which she hated the girl was a horrible roommate based on what I had been told.
"Ion know how you share this small ass room with another chick" I said looking over the room
"We all ain't come from mansions and extravagant lifestyles" she said I looked over at her as she played with her nails
I look down then back at her "I didn't mean it like that, I was saying I can't share my personal space with another female ion know" she nodded and looked down I hopped on her bed next to her
"So how did the pictures come out pretty?" She asked changing the subject
I chuckled "girl we haven't even gotten around to doing the photoshoot but he told me when I'm ready he'll shoot me for free" she smiled "what?"
"He told me you were pretty" I smiled "I bet you get that a lot" I squinted my eyes I could tell she was insecure about her appearance
"You okay?" I asked
"Yeah why you ask that?"
"Because of what you said"
She shrugged "even though I'm light skin don't matter, my mama tried her best with keeping me fresh but it did not really matter with the other kids" I grabbed her hand "do you know how it feels to have people call you ugly to you face. I'm not thick, they'll call me a stick teasing me I'll laugh it off but deep down that shit hurt me" I started rubbing her hand "shit hurts when I got to high school I changed my looks but it didn't change and guys will only flirt with me because they wanted the dick wet" she paused and wiped her tears away "they sell me dreams and I was buying it just to feel pretty. I slept with dudes that not even my type"
It hurts me to hear her say these things. I know I say a lot of hurtful things to bitches I'm beefing with to hurt they feelings but no girl should ever feel like she is less than dirt when every girl is beautiful and unique in her own way.
"Dahj your beautiful" she cut me off
"You're just saying that because we're friends, even my roommate talk shit about how I look"
"No" I shook my head "come on now you've seen the bitches I hang with all baddies" she chuckled "and so are you. Fuck them mothafuckas they had a problem within themselves so they took it out on you. You ain't gotta be exotic to be a bad bitch" I snapped "Dahja don't ever let a mothafucka break you down like that ever again. You that bitch and it pressure behind you period" she smiled and hugged me and on cue her roommate walked in with a girl behind her
Dahja hopped down off her bed "Li this my roommate Koby"
"This my girl Gabby" the Koby girl said as she held her hand out waiting for me to shake it. I looked at it and back at her
"Aye Dahj where yo bathroom?" She pointed I hopped off the bed
"Ain't that's Trouble girl" the Gabby girl whispered to the Koby girl but I heard her
"And is why was up?" I stood in front of them
"Nothing like that homegirl we dance at blue flame and he always in there tipping us" Koby said
"Oh, y'all gotta be sucking his dick?" I laughed
"And if we was" she looked me up and down "what you gone do about it" she asked
I know Dahja my girl and all but this bitch so use to punking her out she ain't use to a bitch cutting into her ass.
"Dahj I'll literally beat the fuck outta ya roommate" Koby laughed "you don't know me and what I be on so I'm gone chill because a bitch like you will never compare with a bitch like me" I shrugged
"If we can pull the same nigga its a lot more comparison than you think" she shrugged "he only wifed you because you was stupid enough to let him this pussy ain't for a one man" Koby said
I laughed "exactly" she rolled her eyes
"You can get him to stop talking to any bitch cause that's what happen when a nigga get caught he leave that bitch along but it plenty of niggas just like him out here god ain't stop when he made him and he ain't stop making pussy when he made yours" she said
"With a mindset like that you'll never get wifed" I sat back on the bed letting my feet swing "this pussy here have a nigga addict like cook crack, this pussy will have him ready to knock a bitch like you head off for disrespecting a bitch like me, this pussy a have a nigga crying ready to kill hisself" I laughed "this pussy here a have a nigga in the house cuddled up like a little baby" she shifted all her weighted to one leg "that pussy there" I point at her "is the pussy a nigga want when him and his bitch into and she ain't giving him shit so he go to his last resort because his hand don't give him justices"
"No this pussy here a have a nigga leave his bitch" she said
"Well it ain't happen yet" I looked around the dorm "you still in this dorm room with a female you barely know baby" she huffed I could tell I was reading her "that pussy is worth a good forty and sweat" I shook my head "and this pussy is the first thing a nigga wanna eat when he wake up" I stretched "see that's where me and you different I might be stupid for fucking with a nigga that talk to other bitches but you stupid for always coming last to a nigga" she rolled her eyes
"You think you all that bitch yo nigga be in the club every night bagging bitches to leave with him" Gabby said "pussy can't be that good"
"Yeah okay" I chuckled "y'all know that nigga worth it y'all resist it all to be in my position kick rock and wait in line with the rest of the bitches waiting for us to break up" I hopped of the bed "I'll see you later Dahj I'm about to go home and chill with my NIGGA" I laughed
"Gabby she ain't even worth it we know the truth" Koby said I picked up my phone and FaceTime Trouble.
And he picked up on the first ring I mentally rolled my eyes "wassup baby" he said
"I'm in Dahja dorm and her rat ass roommate and friend talking about how you be bagging for ass and shit" I turned the camera on them
"Don't put me on camera" Gabby said
"Girl ion even know why you called him all he gone do is keep feeding you lies and you gone believe him he know the real" Koby said I turned the camera back on me
"See these hoes don't no me and how I get down" I said
"And I ain't gone play about you I'll come up there and get to clapping like we was in church" Koby rolled her eyes "fuck them bitches" he said I disconnected the phone because I didn't want to hear his voice anymore
"Exactly keep coming last to these nigga while they ready to go to war with they mamas behind me" I said walking out
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Fanfiction"I believe in you more then my damn self now tell me that ain't love" -Trouble Li Carter is a 17 year old girl living a care free life, with a bold personality. In her own opinion her life was great, she basically had the life every teenage girl dre...
