Just like every other Chrimbo, I was forsaken unless you call that one dreadful phone call from my mother asking me to come home as a formality.
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I panted as I rolled over and landed beside him on the bed, pulling the sheets till my chest I stared up at the ceiling. I felt a warm hand run over my bare stomach as he pulled me closer to him, our bare skin touching. "I love your dominant side." His groggily voice said, beside me as I turned on my side and smiled at him.
"And? What else do you love about me?" I ask.
"Hm, let me think," he says against my chest, "everything. Everything about you."
I giggled and snuggle more into him, "will we spend our holidays just like this? I mean, don't get me wrong, I love this. But I wanna get out of the bed too."
"Sure, then we can do this in every room, every corner of this house." I slapped his chest softly at the comment while he laughed whole heartedly. "We can go out tomorrow, perhaps skiing?"
"Sounds, perfect but I don't know how to ski."
"Then we can do sledding or ice skating, so many stuff. There is a place just in the outskirts, where all these stuff are held. We could go there." I nodded happily. "I, uh, I've been meaning to ask you, are you taking some contraceptives?" My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "I mean, we haven't used protection even once till now..." he trailed off.
My eyes widened in realisation as I immediately sat up holding the sheet against my chest. "Fuck," I cussed lowly and stood up dragging the sheet with me.
"Hey! I'm naked and it's cold!" Christian protested but I was too distracted to answer him. I started pacing in front of bed, still holding the sheets against my body.
"How could we be so careless?" I asked to myself but Christian answered the question for me.
"It happens, and it would be alright-"
"It won't be be, Christian!" I shouted, "it won't be. I ain't ready to be a parent! And heck, we just got into a relationship. I ain't ready to take such a big step!" I felt a pair of arms around me, making me stop. I turned around and wrapped my arms around his, now clothed torso and whimpered, "I ain't ready, Christian."
"Shush, it's okay. We'll figure it out together okay? Whatever happens, I'll be with you with every step. I love you." He whispered softly. "You need to think about this with a cool mind. What you really want, at first everything is scary but then it'll start falling into place one by one."
"But I know that I ain't ready." I whispered.
He sighed, "tell me the answer when you're relaxed, with a cool mind."
"I know that I ain't ready." I whispered again.
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I stared at outside the window blankly, watching the cars passing by or the snow covered surrounding. Ever since we Christian reminded me of the slip up, my mind is not able to concentrate on anything, but think if I got pregnant.
