I was fifty shades of unstable
And he's one shade of everyone's dream
I'm ninety nine shade of "we don't understand her"
And he's one shade of "we all want him"
I wanted him
We all did
He knows how to make anyone crave all of him
He knows how to look at a woman
How to touch a woman without moving a bit
And if that wasn't enough as a red flag to make me run away
Burn the ocean nd travel by time
Nd before I even realize it
I fell for him
So hard
That even when my body touched the ground
I whispered with pain " I love you"
And I cried
For my wrong things and all my right ones
Those tears came straight from my heart as a warning to run
But I couldn't look away
I've never been lucky with love
Nd I've never been understood
But he gets me
He gets my words
My wounds
My good nd my bad
He made me feel special
That I loved myself through him
And now I don't know
If I miss understood his kindness for love
Or I fell for the guy that everybody wants
But I'm just as blinded
And as stupid
For wanting to taste every part of him
Breathe on top of his skin
Feel his bites in my neck
And other places that should not be bitten
He made me loose my mind
And do all the wrong things
In the right way
Beg for my life
And spell his name
With a shaky voice
Choking on its letters
When he touches those parts of me
Till it rains
Tears on my face
And honey in the space
He's a dream
And just as sweet
As his hands around my face
Making me feel safe
Dipping a finger inside my cheeks
We're so sweet
Mixed together
I hope he loves me
Just me forever
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PoetryI'm bad with beginnings , introductions and endings I'm everything stuck in the middle I'm the part where people cry the most in the movies I'm a twenty years old crisis I'm the middle of a mess with words stuck in her throat tryinna free them in h...
