chameleon

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Faces around me
Voices that made me sick
Sitting in a crowdy space
With a rose and a blade
Laughing while cutting myself down
Smiling while tearing myself apart
I've never been a part of something
Neither a group or a family
I've always been by myself
And I lose her each time I try to be with someone else
It's hard for me to believe
That letting someone in will fix me
While I just feel so lonely
Around all of these faces

Faces around me
Voices that made me sick
Talking about everything
That meant nothing to me
Because I don't wanna know
About the chameleon in them
The one they serve when they meet
And I'm tired of being one of them
When everyone refuses the real me
They say I'm too much
What if they're too shallow to know much
Too scared to step out of the chameleon
Too scared to not fit in with the puzzle
But that puzzle made them feel secure
But for me everything is blurry

Blurry space
Losing the race
Faces around me
Voices that made me feel sick
Everyone is fighting something
Within themselves
Or the rest
Everyone seems to be so calm
Yet it's loud for me
Everyone looks so real
But fake to me
And everything is fading
Even my thoughts
Are turning into stars
And words I wrote
While the faces and voices around me made me feel sick

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