Everything is so blurry
Everything is so heavy
Everything is so blue
Nothing is real
Drowning in time
Hated my life since nine
a young adult with a cup of wine
Empty from the spilled line
Nd god I'm so tired
From crying I feel like dying
And God I must be saved
From myself I'm so afraid
Nd I'm nothing but a pinch of sad
Walking on earth with an attitude bad
And I'm nothing but an almost
Looking for everything
Looking for the most
And nothing I say makes sense
So I write
Nd it still doesn't make sense
So I lie
With stories of my head
Now I don't know what's real
Nd what I created in my bed
And now I'm sad and lost
Fifty shades of messed up
Throwing up in a room
I've never wanted to be in
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PoetryI'm bad with beginnings , introductions and endings I'm everything stuck in the middle I'm the part where people cry the most in the movies I'm a twenty years old crisis I'm the middle of a mess with words stuck in her throat tryinna free them in h...
