I wanted to die
For most of my life
I wanted to die
I've spent
My years
Fighting the urge
Of putting an end
For them
I wanted to cry
Everywhere I be
I wanted to cry
Because what I feel
I so heavy
So heavy
That I wanted to drown
In tears and die
Instead
I faked a smile
Walked around
Dancing like a child
The child I was never
Able to be
Everything is coming late
Like I'm losing track of time
Or refusing to grow older
The little girl in me
Refuses to let go
And the older refuses to come
She wants to feel safe
She's so scared
I don't wanna die
I wanna be saved
From the nights I cried
From all what happened
And all what didn't happen
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lost between the lips of emotions✨
PoetryI'm bad with beginnings , introductions and endings I'm everything stuck in the middle I'm the part where people cry the most in the movies I'm a twenty years old crisis I'm the middle of a mess with words stuck in her throat tryinna free them in h...
