I wasn't myself for what seems like forever
I wasn't aware that I'm losing myself forever
And I've been drowning in thoughts of hell
And I've been drained out as well
But I didn't even cry
But I didn't even try
I just stayed and lied
I just stayed and hided
All the words that have been cutting me
All the bleeding scars in me
I've always been there for everyone
I've always been the therapist one
Meanwhile none was there for me
Meanwhile none was my therapy
I Know that I've already been by myself
I know that I've never relyed on nobody else
It hurts to know that I've always been lonely
It hurts to know that I lived with none to hold me
My sad is sour it burns like acide
My sad has power it kills like poison
My bad I was tired
My bad I'm still tired
I've never been healed enough to move on
I've never been healed enough
I wish if I could heal enough
I wish if I could be good enough
I wish if I could feel
I wish this nightmare turns to dream
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lost between the lips of emotions✨
PoetryI'm bad with beginnings , introductions and endings I'm everything stuck in the middle I'm the part where people cry the most in the movies I'm a twenty years old crisis I'm the middle of a mess with words stuck in her throat tryinna free them in h...
