lost between the lips of emotions✨

ice for a heart

Void in space
Stars and lace
Dreamy but cold
Numb and old
Drunk by nothing
I'm down by everything
So numb nd it's kinda dumb

Nothing makes sense
It feels like the end
Came and I'm still unfinished
Born by dust
Red lights and lust
Wouldn't feel in the void in me

Living the days like I'm walking on my grave
With no soul or heart to hold and take
But who's to blame
If everyday is the same..

Living the days like I'm already
Dead..
Walking around with a rock in a chest
Loud silence inside my head
Breaking apart inside of me and..
Tearing me down I can't breathe I..
I'm bleeding inside it's killing me but I like
The pain

It feels safe to not feel anything
Just run away without the willing to think
Drink all my emotions like poison
Paint me inside soft lotion
Smells like cotton candy and sweet disease..

So what's all about
If I said it out loud
How would it sound like
If I just tried and tried
To hold a hand
And not pretend
To go ahead and feel
All what v always needed

So hold me close and fly with me
Touching the sky feeling free
With open lungs I want to breathe
Tell me something that I don't know
How can a heart stop to snow
Nd burry me in flames
I want to melt in ur .. arms ..

Words v been flying away
Everything is just refusing to stay
So I caught a note nd started to bleed
My veins out shaking in weak
It made a sound now I sing
With blue

The color of ice and the sky
The eyes of someone who used to lie
The color of numb is so sweet
And free
So I painted with it
A sky filled with roses
With acrylic
and flying diamond notes
I put in it
A tear that just dropped

Now I'm laying in the dark
With a light for heart
A wave of stars that glow..
Feeling the all .