I've never been in love
Truly
And it doesn't matter
How much I talk about it actually
I still haven't been in love
I've been in a lost cause once
Nd it lasted so long
That I mistook it for love
But it wasn't
And now I'm twenty something
Covered in dry ink
Of all the things I've never said
Of all the feelings I always had
Everyone is the same
Truly
Same person different faces
I've been into a couple of dates
And a lot of talking stages
They all looked different
Unique
A musician
An artist
Someone a little famous
That introvert boy
Short tall old young
I've been with the whole astrology chart
They all were different
But the same
Isn't that weird
To live in a society so obsessed with
Being special
That everyone became the same
Each conversation
Is tied to the other
Truly
It always starts by
Them talking about themselves
For hours
How amazing they're
How special
Giving nothing but the pick me vibe
So desperate for validation
Approval
Even if they talk and act so big
So insecure
So insecure about their brains and personality
That all what they talk about is
Looks ,money and all the people who wants them
And I don't want to hear that
I'm still alone for a reason
I don't want to hear you talk about
The people who want you
When you don't even want yourself
I don't want you to impress me by anything
Because nothing impresses me but
A mind
That I can get lost in it
A conversation where I can melt
A heart as sweet as cotton Candy
A human I feel safe around
And I don't care about anything
But that real feeling
Where we both can be ourselves
And feel safe
And I crave nothing but
A mindset that turns me on
And keep me looking for more.
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PoetryI'm bad with beginnings , introductions and endings I'm everything stuck in the middle I'm the part where people cry the most in the movies I'm a twenty years old crisis I'm the middle of a mess with words stuck in her throat tryinna free them in h...
