Hyacinth || dreamwastaken

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Day Two :

Be a helper. Everything that happens to you is happening for a reason. Just let things happen. Don't lose yourself. Don't hold back in fear of breaking things. Be unapologetically you.

Continue to follow your body's guidance. Don't let others overpower what you feel is right. You let your world shine light on someone who was made dull. That is important. Spread your light. Form bonds.

Grow. The important thing is to grow and expand. Don't keep your circle small. You have a world of people around. It's okay to reach out. Don't let anyone take your spark away.

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623.

Again with these god forsaken numbers. I'm so beyond over it. I close my eyes and wash away the day's burden. I don't think about the words written upon the pages. I don't think about the sorrow left behind in Ranboo. I close my eyes and shut off. I unplug.

Waking the next morning is difficult. Sleep didn't seem much like sleep. It felt more like a nightmare. Sounds of cries and screams of pain flooded my mind. The sound of my cries. And my screams. The very same pain riddled through my voice as it did Ranboo's. I had lost someone. I had no idea who. But I could only hope that the nightmare wouldn't turn into reality.

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I wait at my door ready for the alarms to blare. Every part of me is telling me to check on Ranboo. I need to make sure he's okay. I don't know where his home is. I just know what direction he departed off to. So that is my conquest for the day. Find Ranboo.

As soon as my door slides open I practically sprint off in the direction I saw Ranboo walk away in. The flower held so tightly in his hands like it was giving him life again. Life that had been taken away from him so swiftly and easily.

I see a tall figure walking towards me and I hope that it's him. I wait for the head of the creature before me to raise before I run. But as I take a closer glance I see a blue object in the hands of this human but also non-human. The hyacinth.

I pick up my pace until I'm running full speed towards Ranboo. I reach out and brace myself against him before we collide. My body comes to a halt as I bump into his chest. I apologize instantly as Ranboo glances at me from his towering height.

"Hyacinth!" He exclaims as he spins around me as if to praise me for whatever reason. "You brought me Tubbo!" He holds the blue flower out towards me with a smile spread wide. I can't help but share a smile back, though I have no idea what exactly he's on about.

"I brought him back?" I question because no one gets 'brought back'. There is no such thing as being brought back. Once you are taken away. You never get to see what once was. Once you find your soulmate it's just the two of you for the rest of your lives. That's it.

"Yeah!" Ranboo grabs me and pulls me off into a grassy field. There is nothing in sight but grass and a few trees. There are no flowers. There is nothing with substance. Nothing with substance except for the flower in Ranboo's hand. "You brought Tubbo back!" He exclaims again. Sounding like a broken record just as he had as he walked off the day before.

"I'm sorry I don't understand." I furrow my brows trying to wrap my head around all of this. This was only day three. I still barely knew up from down and wrong from right. There was no way that I was equipped to deal with all of this. Whatever this was.

Ranboo holds the flower out to me. I follow his gaze. It's directed straight towards the flower. Out of nowhere a yellow and black bumble bee flies in and collects pollen from the dying flower before hovering around Ranboo. Hovering like he's Ranboo's pet not wanting to leave.