I DONT WANT YOU | rindou x reader

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He would be lying if he denied not feeling bad about everything he said to you. The whole car ride was silent. He would eventually look back through the mirror to see you sulking at the back.

You obviously refused to sit next to him. You were too hurt. You weren't even mad at him, you were more mad at your parents. The realisation hit like a truck. He simply just pointed out what you were too blind to see.

He pulled the car over abruptly, causing you to fly forward just a little bit, even though you had your seat belt on.

"Y/n come ." He pointed to the seat next to him. You sighed, then unbuckled your seatbelt. Slamming the car door shut to walk around to the front. Once seated, he turned sideways to face you.

"Are you mad at me?" His hand lifted your chin so he could stare at your teary eyes.

You weren't sure how to respond to that.

"Not sure."

Your voice was quiet. He didn't like it.

"Yes you are." He sighed, "I'm sorry about my harsh words, I dunno what came over me. Honestly."

"It's okay." You wiped the dry tears from your face and turned to face him properly. "It wasn't your fault, it was mine for being too oblivious."

He reached over and wiped your eyes with his thumb, "But it was also my fault for speaking harshly to you. It wasn't my intention."

You appreciated the small gesture and told him that. Just as you were about to turn the other way to put your seatbelt on, he stopped you.

"Rindou what are yo—,"

Your voice was muffled as he attached his lips to yours. Swallowing your voice as if it meant nothing. "I'm sorry y/n." He pulled away. "Im serious. You're just addicting and I don't like it. I don't like the way you make me feel, but I don't want you to leave aswell. It's so complicated."

You simply stared at him confused. He was the one that pushed you away everytime you attempted to make a move on him.

"But I've been making moves on you for years and you turned me down each time..?"

"I know."

"So..?"

"This is more of a recent thing. The way you make me feel is—," he stopped talking. "It's weird. I don't love you or anything, I just enjoy your company I guess."

"Took you how many years." You laughed out softly.

"Should we go back now?" He asked, wanting your confirmation first. Not like you had a choice, but it was more reassuring that way.

"Yeah let's go,"

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I would be lying to myself I said I can't write a proper smut scene to save my life. I GET AWKWARDDDDFD but if u guys want it just lmk😖