I DONT WANT YOU | rindou x reader

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You let your fingers run across his chest as you were deep in thought. You were currently next to him, huddled up in the bed, his arm staked around your waist.

"Rin." You stilled you fingers and he looked down at you. "Yeah?"

"What are we?" You felt him stiffen as you laid your head down on his arm, waiting for his answer.

"What do you mean..?"

"You know what I mean Rin."

"I don't know. I mean, I don't love you or anything. But I like doing... this stuff with you."

You removed yourself from his arm and sat infront of him. It was silent. His heart was pounding. Does she like me? Does she think I'm just using her for sex? Does she hate me?

He didn't want to hear your response. He heard a small noise coming from you, thinking you were about to cry, instead you laughed. You were laughing.

Why ?

He just blinked and waited for you to finish laughing before crossing his arms. "What's so funny?"

"Not—nothing!." You struggled to say those words as you held your stomach from laughing.

"Y/n stop that. What's so funny?" You were killing him here. Is this what people do before they start crying? He was so confused.

"Okay gimme a sec." you took a few deep breaths to compose yourself. "I feel the same way. I don't love you, but I do like the way you make me feel." You ran your fingers up his arm.

"So... now what?" He asked, and you tilted your head to the side, confused. "What do you mean?"

"Well— we know how we both feel right now. So what now?"

"You think of me as a friend right?" You asked and he shrugged. "Wow that's so rude!" You shoved his arm away and was about to walk off the bed, before he grabbed you and pulled him back to his chest. Holding you tight while you tried to squirm away.

"Relax i was joking." He whispered by your ear, giving you small kisses you try and calm you down. You turned your face to meet his eyes. "I do think of you as a friend." He rested his forehead against yours.

"Your actions say otherwise Rin." You pushed his forehead with your own, staring at him deeply. "Are you sure you don't like me?"

He was silent for a moment, before nodding. "I'm sure."

"Kay good. Don't want you catching feelings for me."

"Wai— you mean you wanna do this more often?" He pulled away from your embrace, confused.

"Don't you? I had fun." You smiled before getting off the bed. The soft breeze in the air made you fully aware you were naked and you suddenly became self conscious.

"I need my clothes." You used your arms to cover yourself and Rindou just scoffed. "You can go shopping tomorrow. My treat." He reached out for your arm and dragged you back down to the bed.

"Now sleep."