I DONT WANT YOU | rindou x reader

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"I feel so different," you mumbled as you brought your hands to your eyes, examining every inch of them.

"You serious?" Inui laughed at your high state. "Stop that."

"No." You started to count each of your fingers, "one, two three... haha three. Four fiveeeee six seven eight."

"Why'd you stop counting?" He asked,

"Cause I ran out of fingers," you pouted before reaching over and grabbing his own. "One, twooo three four five six seven eight nine ten. Oh. You have more than me."

"No, we have the same amount." He grabbed your hand, placing it atop of your own. "See, count it now."

You muttered the numbers as you counted silently, your eyes were dilated as you put all your concentration into counting up to ten. "Oh you didn't steal my fingers. That's *yawn* good." You smacked at your lips as you eyed the weed on the tray behind Inui.

"I want more." You crawled over to the tray but he stopped you. "No, that's all you get. Anymore and you won't be functioning for a while."

"But, I barely had any." He saw the way your smile fell into a pout and cursed himself. "I just gave you enough so you'd feel happy. You feel happy right now yeah?"

You nodded, "Yup! Don't know why I was sad to begin with actually," you scratched your head before hitting it hard repeatedly trying to remember.

"Hey why, stop that," he grabbed your hands and placed them together. "But I forgot—,"

"You forgot for a reason y/n. When you sober up you'll remember. Just enjoy this feeling right now." He was feeling a bit self conscious by the way you were staring at his face. Your gaze scanned his features, causing him to gulp. "What?"

"I want more," you climbed onto his lap, causing him to fall back against the bed a bit. "More what?" He asked confused and accidentally let out a soft groan as he felt you up against his clothed crotch. 

"More of this," you leaned down, making him think you were going in for a kiss but at the last second you reached behind him and grabbed the already lit blunt, laughing as you fell off of him and onto the bed. "Got it!"

"You're so—," he sighed before sat up, pining you to the bed as he tried to snatch the blunt back. You were trying to kick him off but he was obviously much stronger than you. He grabbed the blunt and sat back on his knees, panting out of breath. "You're so annoying," he laughed playfully and you glared at him.

"Give it back."

"Come take it." He placed it up and over his head.

"That's so unfair!"

"I know," he almost giggled seeing your reaction. "That's enough though," he put it on the side of your dresser and climbed back into the bed with you. "How are you feeling?"

"I don't know." You were playing with your hands. "Rin?"

He was waiting for you to finish your sentence, but the silence went on for too long before he realised you were talking to him. "Yeah?"

"I miss him. I miss him so so much." The tears started to fall down your face so suddenly. Inui was surprised that one could change emotions so fast and he panicked. "I uh—,"

"Why does he hate me?" You asked, looking up at Inui with your teary eyes, "what did i do.."

"You did nothin. He's just a jerk."

"I wanna see him." You stood up, grabbing your phone, unblocking his number. Inui sat back and watched you dial him angrily. He was amused to see how this was going to go down.