I DONT WANT YOU | rindou x reader

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"Ran, can I ask for advice?" Rindou shifted awkwardly in his seat. Ran swivelled on his desk chair like a little kid causing Rindou to scoff. "Yeah, what's up lil bro?"

"Have you ever fucked up like really badly? And how did you recover from it?" Ran put his elbow on the desk, resting his chin in the palm of his hand. "Elaborate on fucked up. Like what's the context here?"

"Y'know like you fucked up a relationship. Platonic or romantic doesn't matter. How did you fix it?" Rindou didn't want to leak too much information cause he didn't want to be a victim of Ran's teasing. It was straight up tiring and he couldn't be bothered.

"Well I've never really been in love like that so romantic is out of the question. But platonic? I guess there was a few friendships ruined but I didn't really do anything about it. I just moved on."

Well that wasn't the answer Rindou was expecting.

"Why are you asking anyways? Something happened to you?" Ran brought out his baton from under his desk and started to twirl his braids around the tip,

"No nothing happened,"

"Stop lying. I've known you my entire life. You can always come to me if somethings wrong y'know? I'm not a total asshole." There was an uncomfortable silence and Ran didn't like it. "You trust me?"

"Yeah I just don't talk about my feelings to anybody. Except Mom but yeah..."

"Well think of me as Mom. Say whatever is on your mind. Wont judge." He brought to fingers to his chest, "Scouts honour."

"You weren't ever a scout," Rindou raised his eyebrow.

"Does that really matter?" Ran responded rolling his eyes. "Yeah cause you can't do scouts honour if you weren't a Scout."

"I'm Ran fucking Haitani. I can do whatever the fuck I want."

"Your logic makes no sense." Rindou laughed.

"It's still logic though." Ran responded, "now stop stalling. Tell me what's up. You're scaring me."

"Ok ok. It's about y/n." He sat up facing Ran.

"My sister in law?"

"No."

"Yes she is."

"No she's not. Cause she hates me now." Hearing this, Ran's ears perked up. "Replay that. She what?"

"Hates me."

"Hated*" Ran corrected, "why would she hate you now."

"She found out what happened at the club last week or so. She blocked me, can't text her at all. Cant see her either to explain. I have no way of contact with her. I wanted to see her in school but she hasn't shown up for a week."

"You two were dating?" Ran asked and Rindou nodded slowly. "Like three weeks ago we started dating."

"£:£;;&83 why didn't you tell me??" Ran scoffed, "wanted to congratulate you."

"Cause I didnt think about it. But that's not the point. She hates me. Like really."

"You love her right ? Like you really really love her. Not just some fake love that your brain wired you into thinking. You truly love her yeah?"

"I think so? Why would my bra—," Ran shushed him. "Do you even know anything about her? What's her fave food? What's her fave colour? What's her shoe size?"

Rindou looked shaken back a bit. He just realised he knew absolutely nothing about you. Like none. He didn't even know your birthday, your middle name, literally nothing. "I don't know."

"See! Do you actually love her?" Ran asked again and Rindou hesitated before nodding. "She's all I think about. So yeah I do."

"Okay well, I'd say give her some space as of now. Since you really love her, I know how determined you get once you have your mind set on things, so just wait it out okay. Give her a month, maybe 2. Then try reach out to her again. Right now isn't a good time. Got it?"

"Yeah. Thanks Ran."

"No problem."

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"Sanzu I need a favour." Rindou asked as he shifted on his bed, adjusting the phone to his ear.

"It's 2 in the goddamn morning." Sanzu grumbled out but Rindou didn't care. "I know the fucking time. Can you help me or not?"

"Depends."

"Find y/ns social media's for me."

"Just ask her yourself." Sanzu yawned. "It's complicated I can't just ask her ."

"Why do you want it?"

Rindou shrugged, "just want to see what she's up to."

There was a silence on the line, Rindou thought Sanzu had fell asleep, until he spoke out. "Fine. One second." Sanzu put the phone on hold, coming back 5 minutes later. "Okay so she doesn't have any social media's at all as of now. Which means she probably deactivated them."

"Fuck." Rindou groaned. "I just need a pic of her , or a voice note. Just anything. "

"I have a picture of her. I took it back when you forced us to hang out. I'll send it holdon." Rindou removed the phone from his ear as he checked his messages with Sanzu. A picture of you taking photos of the city view. "Why do you have this?" Rindou asked and Sanzu shrugged. "Felt like taking it. I gotta go I'm tired. Goodnight."

"Yh whatever." Rindou stared down at the picture on his phone, wishing it showed your face but he's grateful for what he's got. "Y/N. What are you doing to me?"