I DONT WANT YOU | rindou x reader

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we getting to the final 2 chapters 😖😖😖

anyways

"What the fuck," you groaned as you sat up in your bed, rubbing your eyes together as you tried to fix your vision. Everything was sort of blurry compared to your usual eyesight (sorry if you wear glasses 😭😭)

You grabbed your phone, sending a quick text to Inui about how you're NEVER going to do drugs again. Standing off the bed, you walked out of your room to the bathroom, not noticing a certain someone laying on your couch.

You brushed your teeth before waddling over to your fridge, squinting your eyes as your eyes just refused to adjust back to normal. You grabbed an apple before heading to the sink to rinse it.

Removing the sticker from the Apple, you placed it in your mouth, heading over to the couch before finally noticing somebody laying on it. "Rhea?" You squinted again, moving closer before realising that's most definitely not her.

"Rindou?" You asked confused before he shifted. "What the FUCK are you doing in my house?!" You tapped his shoulder aggressively causing him to wince as he finally woke up.

"Get out."

"You called me over yesterday y/n." He said as he rubbed his shoulder.

"I was HIGH yesterday. You used that to your advantage didn't you? Sneaky little bitch—,"

"I never touched you yesterday. In fact it was YOU who was all over me, but I turned you down and sent you to sleep."

Your protest got caught off as you let out a noise of defeat. "Okay well, that was in the past. So get out now."

"Can we talk?" He asked and his voice sounded so defeated. You almost felt bad. "No."

"Y/n-,"

"Just hear him out." You heard Rhea call out from the hallway, "seriously, you guys are doing my fucking head in! Just talk it out."

You eyed Rhea before looking back to Rindou. "Fine," you crossed your arms together, "speak."

"I.. ok well." He suddenly felt nervous all of a sudden. "Can we go outside?" He pointed towards Rhea who was eagerly listening to everything in the hallway with no shame. You sighed before grabbing his hand and leading him towards the front door. Slamming it behind you before leaning back on it. "Explain."

"You probably won't believe me when I say this but, it was an accident. I got so drunk and I know that's not an excuse! It's just I wasn't in control of my actions clearly, cause we drank a lot. Like I mean a lot. I blacked out after that and didn't remember a thing," he leaned forward, grabbing your hands, holding them tightly under his own, "I would never willingly hurt you. I'd rather die. And I'll kill anybody that ever attempts to hurt you. I'm serious."

You gulped, not expecting that answer. Although you knew it wasn't his fault technically since he was drunk, you still couldn't help but feel betrayed and hurt. You stayed silent as you looked at the ground, rather than the grip Rindou has on your hands.

He bent down, so he was looking at you eye to eye. "Y/n? Say something. Please."

"..."

"Please?" His grip on your hand tightened, then loosened. Sort of like a pulse.

"I- I don't know." You finally said, voice as soft as ever. If you both weren't going through some issues he would've thought you sounded adorable. "I understand that you didn't mean it, but it still fuckin hurt Rindou. So bad."

"I know."

"You don't know— cause this never happened to you."

"I don't know 100% how you're feeling right now, and I probably never will, because you're the one girl I ever see myself with." He stood back up to his full height, wrapping his arms around your waist, "I know I hurt you, I really do. I'm so sorry." He kissed the top of your head and you were fighting the urge to lean into his touch. "Just give me another chance. I'll treat you like a queen I swear."

"I don't know." You placed your arms on his chest to push yourself away from his embrace, but your arms suddenly felt weak. Your brain wanted you to push him off you but your body betrayed you. Instead of pushing him, you wrapped your arms around his waist, finally leaning into his hug.

After staying like that for a couple seconds, he pulled away. "You forgive me?" He asked looking down at you but you just shrugged. "I don't know. I think— I need time."

"Time?"

"Yeah, like focus on myself, my studies and stuff. Relationships aren't for me at the moment. I really do want to be with you Rindou, but not right now."

"Oh," he nodded but you could see the hurt in his eyes. "I get it yeah. Just know... I'll be here for you once you're ready."

"Even if it takes me years?"

"Yeah, even if it takes years. I'll wait. You're the only girl i ever shown a genuine liking and interest to. You're special to me." He grabbed your hand, raising it to his lips as he gave you a small kiss, before holding it with both hands. "I promise i'll be here when you're ready."

"Thanks for understanding Rindou," you smiled as he brought his hand to your cheek, wiping the small tears that were forming. "Just let me know if you need anything okay?"

"I will, thank you." You gave him one last hug before disappearing into your dorm. He stared at the door for a few minutes, hoping you'd run out, tell him how much you love him and pepper him with kisses.

But you never did.

"She wants to go on a fucking break Ran." Ran chuckled before realising he wasn't joking. "Wait, you're serious?"

Rindou nodded sarcastically before flopping onto his bed. "You know what this means right?" Ran asked Rindou who just shrugged. "On break basically means, I'm breaking up with you permanently but in a nicer way. She's giving you false hope man."

"No she's not. Don't talk about her like that." Rindou defended you. You weren't a person to beat around the bush. He knew it. Everybody knew that.

"I'm telling you. She will ignore you now, then in the future she will move on, forgetting all about you while you look STUPID waiting for a girl that doesn't even love you anymore. Open your fucking eyes." Ran was getting pissed, seeing his brother so clueless about this stuff.

"She won't."

"I'll bet you money she'll move on before reaching out to you." He reached in his pocket, grabbing a wad of cash out, throwing it on the edge of his bed. "Boutta write this shit down somewhere."

"I'll take your fuckin deal, cause I know she won't do me like that." Rindou grabbed the money, stuffing it into his pocket.

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If only he knew