It's only him {Kagehina Book}

Chapter 3

𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮'𝘀 𝗣𝗼𝘃

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I was sitting in my class. My head was on my arms. "𝐾𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑦𝑎𝑚𝑎... 𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡?" My minds were rushing until I heard some voices.

"Hey there, faggot" Someone walked next to me. I raised my head to look at them. "𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚" These boys keep bullying me for a long time. I never told anyone and never gonna tell. It's my problem. I didn't said even a word. I'm tired of them.

"We are talking to you, you bitch." I still ignored them, but then one of them picked me up.

"Owww.!!" I squeeked.

"Wow stop squeeking you child, no one is gonna hear you, because it's lunch breake" They laughed.

"Stop, put me down!!" Please not again.

"This little faggot, you want us to put you down" They looked over each other. "Okay then" They putted me down, as I fell on the ground. I tried to get myself on feet but they kicked my stomach. I squeeked in pain. I tried to fight back, but there were to many of them.

"St-Stop plea-please..." I felt as my eyes got wet. No. Not in front of them. Please no. But it couldn't stop. Tears started srew down my cheeks.

"Wow look over here guys, our little faggot is crying. Maybe we are to harsh for him. Maybe it won't hurt that much if we are going to take his clothes away!!" Other bullies laughed at agreement.

Oh God no. I cried. I tried to get away, but couldn't. I tried to shout, but they holded a hand over my mouth. No one will hear me, will they?

They took my shirt off. Such an emberrasment.

"Look over here guys, he has a bruises all over him" Said one of the bullies. One of them took my arm, i squeeked. Please don't find out about cuts. But surelly they did.
"Omg, look he cuts himself. What a freak."

"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!" I shouted as I bitted bullies hand which was over my mouth.
"Fuck you, faggot." I stood up and ran. Thank God I putted my shirt on fastly before running out of the class. I ran. Just ran. They kept shouting behind me. I find a dark place next to school basement. I hid in there, please don't find me. I waited until I heard ring to my next class.

I came to the class, and shyly sat on my chair. I looked over my desk. There were written many stuff, like:
"𝐺𝑜 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓, 𝑓𝑎𝑔"
"𝐶𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘!!"
"𝑊𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ"
"𝑁𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢"

My eyes started to get wet. What I did wrong? Maybe really I should kill myself, it's not like someone is going to miss me... But it's not the worst thing. 𝗞𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘆𝗮𝗺𝗮 is in this class as well. How I can make him not to notice this stuff? I can't make him fall into my problems. I need to erase these. I took my rubber trying to erase all these words. Luckily it worked. You could still see them, but not that much. Thank God.

I looked through classroom window, daydreaming about stuff. That's when my eyes met his. Kagayama was looking at me. His eyes were different. They still were full of cold... but you could see 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦? in them. I quickly looked back, looking through window. I acted like nothing happened, but my eyes were puffy because of tears in them. I blinked trying my hardest not to break down in class.

Whole class I didn't pay any attention. I had my own problems. When teacher said class is dismissed, I quickly got up and ran out of the class. Not only for Kageyama, for bullies too.
I ran and excidently ran into someone. Someone named Sugawara.