Thank you, for the venom (Frerard)

no. 9

This chapter has a wee bit of smut :P So if you don't want to read that skip this chapter. Or just not read most of it. Idfk do whatever makes you feel comfortable. Unless your nasty then enjoy >:)
- Sid <3

Frank's pov:

I felt my face turn red as he held my hand and we walked towards his room. I've never really done this with anyone I seriously like or even love. I sat on his bed wanting to kiss him. But I didn't want to rush this... I felt more nervous as I thought about it more and more. He kissed me. I let him take the lead. I didn't want him to get uncomfortable or anything because it's his first time. Also I've never done anything with another guy. I stared at him feeling very nervous and shaky. "Is this okay, Frank?" "Yeah, I'm just nervous is all." He smiled at me. I kissed him. I heard something. I jumped a little and pulled away from him. "Shit, I think my mom's home." "Gerard, honey are you here?" "Fuck, I'm sorry let me go talk to her. Hide in here." "Okay." I smiled at him. I hid behind his bed. I overheard his mom and him talking. "Why did you stay here?" She asked. "I overslept and my door was locked so Mikey couldn't wake me up." "Oh okay, well go to school tomorrow." "Okay, thanks Ma." I heard his footsteps walk up the stairs. He knocked very faintly. I walked to unlock his door. He walked in and lead me to his bed.

"Your becoming a good lair. Have I rubbed off on you?" He laughed a little. "Ugh I hate that I'm lying to my brother and best friend." I held his hands. "I'm pretty sure they'd understand." He smiled at me. "I just feel like your brother would understand, same as for Ray." "Damn, you really are a stalker." I laughed. "You should tell them." I held his hand. "Well uh, we can't exactly uh..." "I know. Maybe later..." I kissed his cheek. He blushed, I smiled. I stared at my hands holding his. "I should probably tell you how I got this cut..." "I wasn't sure if you were comfortable with me asking so."
"Well most of the time when my urges are bad I go to a house that no ones in. Maybe they're on vacation or somewhere else but not abandoned. Anyways so I was going to frame the asshole I mentioned in my note for suicide. So I found this guy in his house and killed him. So I got my dagger and stabbed him. I cleaned his wounds I made it look like they were cuts, wrapped them up. Then I a put a noose around his neck. But he got a hold of my dagger and cut my hand really deep." I must've looked strange because Gerard looked worried. "sorry, Gee. Didn't mean to worry you..." "No, it's not that just every time you've talked about killing your eyes turn so dark and shaded. Or you get really excited talking about it. Like it's a hobby. It's either your eyes are bright or dim/ shaded when you talk about it... For some odd reason you look so pretty talking about it." I couldn't help but laugh my real laugh. He raised his eyebrows. "Your weird but thanks. I think your pretty too." He blushed more.

I heard his mom's footsteps walk to his room. "Gerard is someone with you?" Shit! My creepy laugh was probably a little loud. He unlocked his door. She walked in. "Oh that's why you skipped school. For Frank, huh?" She teased him I smiled at her. "Mom go away." She laughed. "Aw, sorry. Anyways I'll leave you two alone. I have work anyways." She left I heard the front door close and open. I laughed a little. "Why didn't you cover your hickeys with concealer or foundation?" He blushed, I smiled more. "Uh, what? I mean uh I never thought about it I guess..." I smiled more. "Well I mean... We are alone so if you want to go back to uh..." "Sure." He said blushing even more.

I guess he wanted to return the favor, he started kissing my neck. I got nervous and he held my hand. I smiled feeling my face turn pink. It didn't help that he was staring into my eyes. It made me more nervous, I felt my hands shake. I looked away from his eyes. I kissed him. I felt myself get more nervous my face turning red. He was holding my hips and kissing my neck. I pushed myself up knowing that he likes my tattoos. I took off the hoodie he gave me. He stared at me up and down checking me out slowly. I watched his eyes. "You're so beautiful." He said looking me in the eyes. "thanks..." He stood up and kissed me. I held his hands. I pulled away and got to my knees. My face went red again so did his. I unzipped his pants. I looked away from his eyes.
He got hard, I blushed more. I put my mouth around his cock. I felt nervous, but I tried my best to pleasing him. My face was a dark red at this point I looked at him. He looked so pretty and his face was as red as mine. I couldn't help but be a little proud of myself. His breath got heavy at the end of it. My face was even more red. I looked away from his gaze, but I felt his eyes on me still. I left my hoodie off.

"Gee, do you have a cigarette?" He gave me a pack. He stayed quiet his face still red. I giggled at him for being awkward and a bit shy. "Aw, your all flustered now." He kissed me catching me really off guard. The cigarette was still in my hand the ashes going everywhere and the smoke filling up the room. I kissed back. "Aw, did I embarrass you that much, sweetie?" I said seeing how he'd react. "It's just I wasn't expecting that also, I uh love you so..." I kissed his cheek. I smoked my cigarette and looked him in the eyes. I heard the front door again. I assumed it was his brother.

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Dude my face was so red when I wrote this. Fucking bright red •////////• I tried making it non shitty lol
Also why does Custer by Slipknot suit this book so much?
Love you my wee clouds <3
- Sid <3