no. 12

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Dude 123 reads how tf? Thank you so much - Sid <3

Gerard's pov:

"I'm curious..." "About?" "Have you dated anyone else besides me?" "Yeah. What about you?" "No, I've never really had feelings for someone." He inhaled and exhaled his cigarette still in his hand. "I used to be what you call a slut. Anyways tell me about the other person." I immediately felt sad. "Makes sense, your pretty. Anyways his name is Bert." He stared into my eyes. I stared back and smiled. "Anyways I dated him for about 2 years, I was in love with him but he had to move away. I didn't have a phone so I had no way of keeping in contact with him. So I had to break up with him. I was really upset about it, it took awhile for me to get over it..." He smiled at me. "He must've been something special if you loved him." "Oh is that a bit of jealously I hear?" He laughed. "I am not." He punched my arm playfully. "Sure Frankie. Also I'm surprised you didn't know." "What do you mean?" "Because you know you're a stalker." He laughed. "I do know what he looks like." I laughed. "I knew you knew something." "Of course, come on what type of stalker would I be." I smiled at him.

We didn't do much just talked some more, watched more horror movies, and smoked. That was until my mom came home. She knocked on my door. I opened it. "Yeah?" "You need to go to school. I get it your in love but please honey. You only have 3 weeks left." I smiled at her. "Okay I'll start going again next week." "She laughed. "Damn you really are in love with Frank aren't you?" "I really am." She smiled and walked away.
"I never did finish high school." He said randomly. I lit my cigarette up and smoked. "I hated it I'd skip often." I smirked at him and stared at his lips. He kissed me out of nowhere. I am a bit bored but Frank makes it less boring. "I'm bored." I said. "We can see what Mikey and Ray are doing."

He got up from my bed and held my hand. We walked down the stairs. "Dude I love Gerard but it was so fucking awkward yesterday." Mikey laughed at Ray's words. "Dude, seriously." Frank laughed. "Oh shit, sorry." I laughed. "Sorry about yesterday." "It's fine just do that shit when no one's here." I laughed again. "Fuck off." I said jokingly. I noticed Frank blushing. He looked cute. "We're bored so we were going to drink right now." "How'd you even get your hands on alcohol?" "Stole it." "From who?" Ray asked. "Our shitty principal." Frank laughed. "You just reminded me when I would steal cigarettes from my 8th grade teacher. That son of a bitch would get so mad." Mikey laughed. "We're both thief's." "Well people should nail their shit down if they don't want me to steal anything." Mikey smiled. "Anyways, wanna join us in drinking?" "Sure." I replied.

We passed the vodka bottle between the four of us. I'm definitely a light weight so I was immediately drunk as fuck. I couldn't tell if Frank was drunk or not. "Gee are you okay?" He asked me. "I don't feel good." I said. "You barley had any." Mikey and Ray laughed. I fell on the couch. He held my hand. "Come on, Gee. Get up." "Okay." I said trying to get up. I fell. He helped me up. I smiled at him. He helped me up to my room. I laid on my bed he sat next to me. He laughed. "Leave me alone!" He smiled at me. "Do you have any cigarettes?" "Yeah, here." I said giving him the pack of cigarettes. "Ew I hate these." I rolled my eyes at him. "Don't ask me for cigarettes then." I said jokingly. "Fine I'll just steal some." "Okay." I said feeling myself get tired.

I must've taken a nap because Frank was back. "Hi." I said having a really bad headache. He laughed at me. "Do you want coffee?" He asked. "Yeah, please." He looked a little strange. "Wait Frank." "Yeah?" "Did you kill someone?" "Uh No." He looked away from my gaze. "Your lying." "Okay fine I did." He walked down the stairs. It's weird how he's all of a sudden killing again. He hasn't for 2 months. His urges and the voices must be bad. I felt bad my fucking drunk ass sleeping, while he was hearing voices.
"Gee, are you okay?" "You should've woke me up." "It's fine." He said his eyes looking so pretty just after murdering someone. An emerald green color. I wish his eyes were like that all the time. He stared back into my eyes. "Are my eyes really that different?" "Yeah, they're so pretty." He blushed. "Uhh......thanks." I kissed his forehead. "Gee...." "Yes?" "I fucked up." "What do you mean?" "I used methacrylic acid to kill the person... The stupid police are going to know I'm here." He started to cry his beautiful eyes turning round and glossy.

I held his hands. "Frankie, they still don't know your identity. You'll be fine, we'll be fine." I kissed his cheek. He smiled at me. "I love you. Even if you are full of shit." I blushed and kissed him. Even if he did insult me. He pulled away to smoke. "I need to go to school tomorrow. Will you be okay alone here?" "Yeah, I'll most likely stalk you or look through your stuff." I smiled. "Okay, but if you need anything text or call me." He smiled back.

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Dude I need to update better.
Btw the last 6 chapters will have a 4,000 (or more) word count so I hope it will be better than my lacking chapters because I suck lol. Also I think this will be done within a month :,(
Love ya my wee clouds.
- Sid <3

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