Nanon, the son of the richest clan in Oregon had been living his life in the past for 17 years. Patiently waiting for that little boy who captured his heart. When he felt like destiny wasn't in his favor anymore, he finally gave up waiting until tha...
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Nanon quickly grabs the food that he prepared earlier, and gives it to me making me confused - why did he only prepare one plate though? Aren't we supposed to eat together? I mean, I am currently the patient but it doesn't mean that I should just be eating all by myself especially since he's already here with me. I stare at the food in front of me for a moment before looking at the male who is already staring at me - who knows how long had he been watching. To be honest, I just got used to it, meeting his eyes the moment that I look up.
"What's the matter, hon? Do you not like the food that I prepared?" Nanon asks, worry lacing his voice and I just shake my head.
"I cannot finish the whole thing...do you want to eat this with me?"
Taken aback, Nanon furrows his brows in the middle before finally erupting into that manly yet cute giggle and I reciprocate with my cheeks turning red all of a sudden. Then again, he just nods and starts to pick up some food from my plate with his fingers and I just feel happy - we're sharing food. I missed this, I think as we continue to eat in silence while Nanon sometimes just puts something inside my mouth.
On the days that we were basically away from each other, I felt so depressed and didn't have enough energy to actually eat something. At that time, I was thinking about how on earth would I be comfortable eating if I knew that I hurt someone else - especially the one that I pine the most. Who would want to eat in that kind of situation anyway?
"Babe...are you okay? Why are you not eating anymore?"
I sigh and look at him. "I miss you."
"Aww~ why are you being so sweet today, huh?"
"I'm being serious here, you brat!"
Nanon purses his lips in a tight line to stop himself from laughing, and finally breathing in and out to calm himself down.
"I don't want to miss anything anymore, Nanon," I confess and Nanon looks at me as if he is telling me to say what I have in mind and to not be wary with him.
"Hmm?"
"You know, during the days that I didn't see you, nor hear your voice, or read any of your annoying texts - I felt so empty. I felt a very big void here in my heart, and I was also scared...that I will never get to see you again. That even if only perverted things come out from your mouth, I was also scared not to hear your voice again. Or those moments that you tease me a lot, I was also scared that it will never happen again. Every day, I waited for your text or call, but I know that you wouldn't contact me because of what happened - yet I still waited. I never thought that I would miss everything that you did to me, and honestly..." I pause and take his hand into mine, holding it tightly.
"I still feel scared that I would suddenly wake up and realize that this is all just a dream....that you're not really here with me. I don't know if I would ever survive something like that again...being left alone. I'm still so scared, Nanon. I don't know what I would do if you're not here with me. I...don't want that...no..." tears start to abundantly flow from my eyes and Nanon just smiles at me with adoration.
