hey guys, i know i haven't written here in months. but i figured i would try writing a chapter since it is almost the new year and because i don't want to be inactive and i want to try writing more in 2022.
it's almost 2022, today is new year's eve. i'm not excited for the new year. i don't feel excited for it. maybe i'm not hopeful that i will make big changes and that it will be a better year for me. but maybe it's also because my dad won't be here for it. if you didn't read my last chapter i lost him on april 8th, 2021. i miss him every day and it has been hard.
i hate being here when he isn't. i know he would want me to live for him and live a happy life but it's hard being here every day without him here. but i'm going to try to be strong even though i want to quit.
i have some new year resolutions in mind, but will i achieve them? i don't know. but i do want to try to achieve them. this chapter is probably crap but i hope it somehow makes up for my inactiveness.
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