i think i have a crush on andrew, the new kid. ugh I DONT WANT TO CATCH FEELINGS BUT HE MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY INSIDE DJSKSKS
as far as i know reanne and andrew haven't talked, and she told me that she really liked him. she had gotten mad at me because of jealousy i guess. ugh. but i reassured her i didn't like him like that. i think i'm fucked. why feelings??
it started when i was trying to play piano on a keyboard in music in our lives. we had a study hall today and yesterday because our teacher wasn't here :/ like DIDKSKSKSKWKSJWKS
he's very musical, mrs metcalf told me. but i figured he just listens to music like i do. which he does. i asked him what music he listens to and he told me pop punk and i honestly didn't really hear him and i said i listen to bands like nirvana green day, etc and he's like that's what pop punk is and i'm over here like "oh"
but KDKSSKS
he can play some piano, guitar, trombone, etc. he's so amazing omg
he played a part of i know i'm not the only one, all of me, idk what else
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