depression diary

i wish today was wednesday

*written yesterday*

hey guys. i hope you're doing good.

i'm in fourth period, but it's almost over and i have drawing/painting next. ugh. i like the class but then i don't.

i'm not looking forward to lunch because reanne told me that she's sitting next to lindsey.

i've been sitting there. i told her it's just a spot but it's a big deal to her. i'm probably gonna be squished off the table because she'll probably take up a lot of room. so i'll probably sit by myself at the next table. ugh. :(

i'm considering not eating lunch. i know not eating isn't a healthy way to lose weight but i need to lose weight.

i'm so fat.

i honestly just want to go home...