depression diary

merry christmas!

hey guys, i hope you're doing well.

i know i haven't updated this book since last month and i hate that. i really want to be more active on here because i'm a writer. i love writing, and i love books. wattpad is the best thing that i had ever discovered hands down.

because here i can publish my own books. i can get my stories and poems noticed and read by lots of people and i honestly love that.

i promise to write more. i swear.

anyways, christmas was good!! i got most of what i asked for. i got the galaxy nintendo 3ds xl i wanted, then i got only one of the 3ds games i wanted which was super mario maker because my mom told me the other wasn't there. which makes me really sad. but hopefully i could get super mario bros 2 at some point. i also want other games too.

i got these two very soft pillows i had seen at big lots that i wanted and they're a teal color. they're so soft like :') they're my favorite ever. they were a two pack so that was awesome.

i wanted some essie nail polish. i got this light purple color that's called play date. it's very pretty. it almost looks pink. my mom told me it was like 8 or 9 dollars for one bottle. rip.

i want some more colors though. but before i get more in the future i want to see how long the nail polish lasts. i have my nails painted with it right now so i'll see how long it stays.

my mom's uncle and his wife showed up when we were having christmas dinner and i despise them. i really wanted to tell them to leave. but i didn't. and i regret it. but it was christmas and i didn't want to start shit, and i knew that my mom wouldn't have defended me or taken my side. she would've told me to stop or just would've ignored whatever i said.

i'm just gonna try to let this go because it's not worth thinking about or spending my time on. i just can't believe they did that shit to us. it's fucking christmas, i don't want you here !!

it's actually two days after christmas that i'm writing this. i want to include photos of the stuff i got but i might put that in the next chapter, but idk yet. i feel like i might just type out everything that i got because it'd be easier.

   i hope you all had a beautiful christmas !!