Love Me Now. (Book 1)

chapter 3:- Heartbreak in her eyes (Ryder)

Leaving my home town was the hardest thing I ever had to do, it meant leaving my Bee behind, but I had no choice I had to do it to protect her.
After being with Bee for over two year I just packed a bag and left without looking back or even a single goodbye .

They same times a healer but fuck I still miss her, I often wonder what she doing, how she is but deep down I know I made the right choices for her.

We dated from the ages of 14 to 16, so she was of course my first, even though I've had many after her now, but you never forget your first.
We grow up together from a young age, went to the same lower, middle and finally high school, we hung out in the same groups and became great friends, my mum absolutely adored her, and final one day at the school disco I had the courage to ask her to dance. We danced,we kissed and then became inseparable for the next two years, until I was a dick after my fathers funeral and turned my back on her.

Friday's match arrived and as always my mother approached as I left the changing rooms.

"What are you doing here mum?" I asked.

"Well In not paying all your tuition fees if your not succeeding, so I suggest you go out there and impress those scouts tonight! Dont mess it up, how would your father feel watching you fail" she said spiteful.

"Yes mum,understood" my tone so dry.

Since the passing of my father, my mum and me moved to Manchester to be closer to her sister,my Auntie but my mum never grieved the loss of my dad and became bitter and angry at everyone and everything including me. She used to be happy once, but I guess I remind her too much of her husband.

Playing for the uni team and being captain I needed the scouts to recognise me whenever they came to matches hoping one day I would become a pro footballer, that's always been my dream since I was young.
No expensive was spared to give me the best upbringing to fund my football career, I had the best coaches, played for the best teams anything I wanted my dad just threw money at them to get it for me.

Luckily tonight we beat the other team 3-1 with me scoring the final two goals, as always on a match night me and the lads either had parties or took a trip into town.

Heading off the field, Sophie comes over clearly after something with her black mini dress riding so high up her arse. Sophie has been my bit on the side, no strings pick up when we both needed to let off some steam.

I cant complain the sex is good, not the same as with Bee, theres no connection, no love just plain simple SEX.

"What are you after" I whisper into her ear.

" I wanna taste you after your victory" said Sophie whilst smirking.

Dam this girl!

"Let's go back to mine, before I hit the town."

As soon as we reach my place, I close the door to my room and she jumps me, literally pulling my pants down before kneeling and wrapping her mouth around my cock.

"Fuck" I hiss

"Enjoy it babe, you won so let me reward you" Sophie said as I grabbed her hair pushing her mouth back onto my cock.

Before I reached my peak, i grabbed her arse and lift her on the bed, pushing her back I quickly grabbed a condom and finished by fucking her until she screams my name .

I pull out discarding the condom and head towards the shower, when I get out later Sophie still lays on my bed naked.

"Get dressed, I'm heading out" I say inbetween throwing her clothes back at her which seemed to have been off her moments ago.

Getting myself dressed in a white slim fit tee and black Jean's, I head for the door but am knocked when Sophie grabs me pulling me back knocking over my lamp on my desk.

"Dam your a feisty fucker tonight" I smirk.

"Only for you, do you have to go out tonight?"

"You know the rules after matches,I'll text you."

As Sophie opens the door giggling I sling my arm around her waist and whisper in her ear to pull her dress down.

"Ry seriously, AGAIN" I hear Mia shout.

Before I say anything else, i look to the girl standing next to her, shit that outfit, those curves,those perky tits fitting nicely into that red dress, my cock twitches at the thoughts then my heart sinks, it was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen.
As I peel my eyes to hers I'm met with devastation, those once gorgeous ocean blue eyes are now filled with tears.

Fuck, what have I done?

Fuck, what is she even doing here?

Fuck, Fuck, FUCK!!!