Love Me Now. (Book 1)

chapter 14:- catch that star (Ryder)

One things for sure tonight and that's that I'm grateful for my mum, I know me and her havent been seeing eye to eye since my father passed but her bumping into Bee at the game and coming up with this dinner idea was pure priceless.

I'm sure il get some shit from Sophie and the lads for not having a fumble and drinks out but this meant so much more, even if my mum had a game plan in mind.

After mum left, me and Bee spent the evening like old times, it felt so normal everything I've missed with her, not to mention apologising for my stupid behaviour a week ago.

Bee had ignored me all week up until the point of this meal, I guess she had no choice but to talk and my mum wasn't going to let her not come with us.

I watched as my mum was introduced to Josh and how she got in there before Bee to cancel their plans.

My mother has always loved Bee as her own, especially with Bees mum disappearing when she was 5.
If my mum had it her way she'd be planning our wedding.

I knew the evening was coming to an end I refused to let myself believe that so i came up with a brilliant idea of going to the harbour to watch the night sky.

If anything it was better than perfect, we laid there cuddled up together, Bee's head snuggled into my chest while I stroked her hair out of her face.

I told her I'd do anything to make it up to her to prove to her I'm her man and I'm ready to be a better person, she told me she had to trust me first so that's what I'm going to do.
I'm guna have the courage to finally open up to my demons on why I left her.

One day she will be mine again and when she is I'll never let her go, for she is my sun my moon and my stars.

I go to bed at night knowing that I will fight everything and everyone to be with my girl again.