Love Me Now. (Book 1)

Chapter 26:- Exposed Secrets

The party is in full swing, the blaring music is the huge give away, students from campus hanging outside the front, plastic cups in toe.

Entering through the front, Ryder and Lucus are constantly getting high fives or greeted by the team players or uni lads I've never even seen before, then you have those girls who just stare envious of you being with them.

Ryder rest his arm over my shoulder gliding us through the crowd and into the kitchen.
Grabbing a few cans from off the side we knock them straight back.

Grabbing a bottle of vodka off the side and 4 shot glasses Mia stands and pours one for each off us and then another and another.

"Let's dance" Mia winged pulling at my hand and taking me to the made up dance room.

"You two, are you coming?" I question Ryder.

"Nope, I'll let you enjoy this babe." He winks.

Mia soon takes my hand in hers and spins me around. Feeling fuzzy from the drink already I have no clue what's playing.

"Let's bump and grind" Mia shouts over the music.

Letting the feel of the music take me away, I'm grinding up against Mia, turning to look at the boys who are clearly turned on by are actions.

"Let's give the boys a show ah."

Soon after Lucus comes striding over.

"Your had your fun, it's my turn now." Said Lucus as his pulling Mia away to another room in the house.

I stand there swaying away to the music on my own, feeling light headed and dizzy I need to find Ryder and grab some water.

I start to wobble over  and notice his no longer alone, his now sitting in an arm chair with Sophie by his side, happily resting her fucking manicured finger nails on his leg.

My head starts spinning, I need water. Thousands questions going through my head.

Why is he letting her do that?

Why hasn't he moved his hand?

Just why, why?!

With that I close the distance between us, Ryder still unaware of my presence approaching, but too late Sophie has spotted me.

She glares at me with those eyes and fucking smirks at me.

She fucking smirks at me! Is she for real.

I then feel a force being knocked back as I watch her move from off the chair, bend down and whisper in his ear before kissing him on the cheek.

What the actual fuck.
The only bit of happiness I feel is Ryder not acknowledge her touch, her kiss in the slightest or so I hope.

Sophie soon makes her way to my direction.

"I always win Bianca, sooner or later il win. " she winks at me.

"He loves me" I say back but its nearly a whisper.

"I'm sure he does." She laughs before brushing past me with a forceful shove.

I'm frozen, I cant move, my head's feeling lighter and lighter.
I think I'm going to bath, I need to find a toilet.

I take one more glance at Ryder before I go, but his vanished.

I stumble out of the room, and go to the stairs, holding tightly onto the banister I take slow steps at a time until I reach the top.

I open the first door I find and to my happiness it's the bathroom.
I literally run over to toilet and huel my guts up.

I repeatedly cup my hands to splash water on my face and to try and drink some down the back of my sore throat.

Feeling more alert, knowing I cant face Ryder yet, I move down the hall way to find an empty room to sit in.

I go to the room in the far corner, reaching for the handle I can hear groans coming from a male.

I stand still unsure if I'm hearing correctly.

Then it kills me inside, I'm broken again, my heart shattering into a million pieces.

"So fucking delicious."
"Come for me baby girl."

"Yes, oh yes, Ryderrrrrrrrr."

If I had any more to bring up, i think I'd be sick right now on the floor.
Totally devastated I cant walk away I need to see, I need fucking answer!

I wedge open the door, its pitch black but I can see the outline of Sophie. Anything left off my heart has gone, broken, piece by piece. I dont think il ever recover from this.

Sophie is fully naked, boobs bouncing up and down as shes bobbing on his dick calling out his name.
I look to her as she noticed me now, she grins and Carriers on like it some sick twisted game of hers, I turn to Ryder who laying down, I cant see his face but I see the outline of that tattoo on his left arm he got last year for the football team winning the nationals. 

I try to hold back the tears as I hear him moan again, I wont let him see me cry not this time, not ever again.

A simple word "why?"falls off my tongue as I rush out the door slamming it behind me.

How could he fucking do this to me? he told me he loved me, did we not mean anything? Was it just a game to him?

I race down the stairs, not stopping the tears from cascading down my face.

I need to leave, I need to find Mia and go.

As I get to the final step I trip and tumble, getting ready to brace myself for the hard hit below,  I fall into strong arms.

"We should stop meeting like this. " He smirks as he wipes away my tears.