Love Me Now. (Book 1)

chapter 18:- Start over

Slowly shifting In the bed trying not to wake Ryder up, I gentle move his arm from off my waist.
I pick up his black tee what was chucked on the floor in a heat of madness and place it over my head before stepping into the bathroom.

Using Ryder toothbrush to quickly freshen up as I dont want him kissing me with morning breath, I stand in the door way just watching him lay there his chest rising slowly, him looking so handsome as every with his well defined abs showing over the duvet.

"Are you just going to stare at me all morning, or come back to bed? Ryder lifts his head to see me.

"I thought you were sleeping, I didnt mean to wake you. "

"You woke me the moment you let my arm go from your sexy body. "Ryder smirks.

"You look so sexy in my shirt but it would look even better on the floor again. " Ryder winks never taking his eyes of mine.

"Come on, get up we need to get ready for your aunties party and I need to get her a present still. " I demand.

"I've got her something, just a necklace but we can write it's from both of us so come back to bed."

"Nope, no can do I need to go get new clothes and wash. " I chuckle.

"Shower, here with me. " Ryder smirks as he starts to stand, slowly approaching me until his lips are touching mine with the most gentle of kisses and his hands are roaming down my arms and body.

I take a step back from Ryder, he doesnt lose contact with me but his eyes turn dark with angry. I cant help but laugh as I turn my back and walk away heading towards his bathroom again this time losing the shirt and revealing my naked self to him.

"Your not fucking funny Bee. Fuck your making me hard already."

I turn back and poke my head out the door laughing stating a similar line he just used on me 10 minutes ago.

"Are you going to just stand there all morning or join me for a shower?"

He doesnt even reply just excels himself forward with a brisk stride.

Before I know it his locking lips with me again, moving us into the shower.
Turning the shower on, he pushes my back against the wall, the water cascading down my body as he sucks away at my neck, working his way down to my harden nipples nibbling them.

I get the upper hand this time and move ourselves around so his now got his back pressed to the wall.
I cup his balls in my hands, Ryder letting out a groan, then move my hand to his growing cock and start to rub it.
Ryder leans his head back against the wall and continues to close his eyes, I take this as a perfect opportunity and kneel down.

With one swift motion I have Ryder harden cock in my mouth, moving my tongue over the tip, tasting the precum already dripping.

I move out licking my lips whilst facing Ryder who eyes are now boring into mine.

'Fuck Bee, dont stop. That was so good. "He continues to groan.

I place his cock back in my mouth, teasing, tasting, licking, sucking.

He grabs a hold of my wet hair tangling his fingers into the back of head pulling my mouth further onto his cock, literally deep throating him, luckily I have good gag reflexes, and continue to move at a faster pace sucking faster and faster.

"Shit Bee, pull out, I'm going to cum. Fuck! Bee!"

This only excites me hearing Ryder groan out my name so I continue, feeling him come undone beneath me.

"Bee, fuck!!!!!"

A salty texture shooting straight down the back of my throat, I cant help but swallow.

I get up with Ryders head resting back and kiss him passionately letting him taste every second of my lips my tongue what's been around his firm cock.

Reaching out to grab the flannel and shower gel Ryder spins me around facing the side of the bath.

"Put your hands up firmly on the wall Bee".

I turn my head slightly to see he grabs a condom from off the counter side.

I do as he says and in one swift motion his cock enters my sex from behind thrusting harder and harder.

"Ryder" I moan out.

"You like it like this Bee?"

"Faster fuck faster Ry, yes there, keep going."

After finally actually showering this time for real, we get out and I wrap a towel around myself kissing Ryder on the lips I leave his room to get ready.

Trying to tiptoe out of his room and heading for the stairs so I dont get caught, but too late Mia is sitting on the sofa biting into a slice of toast.

"Morning, I take it you slept well?! " she grins.

"Something like that, anyway I best umm quickly get dressed. "

"Yeah you dont want to catch a cold. " Mia still continuing to grin like she the cat thats got the cream.

Blow drying my hair and straightening it with a little curl along the bottoms.
Applying a small amount of makeup I decide on a pretty like black polka dot skater dress fitted at the top which flows out across the waist and comes to above my knee.
Finishing it off with some little black kitten heels I look in the mirror making sure I look presentable for Ryders family.
I know I shouldn't be scared I've only recently seen his mother but now that me and Ryder are officially back together I feel the need to impress again.

Day dreaming I hadn't even realised Ryder had come into room until he snaked his arms around my waist and kissing my neck whispering in my ear how beautiful I looked.

This man could say anything and I'd melt at his words. The tingling sensation of butterflies in my stomach.

I turn to face him so ours chest are close together, he leans into my forehead kissing it.

"Ryder, when we get there what do we tell your mum? I say abit aprenhence.

"What do you mean?"

"Well, like everyones going to ask about me being there with you? "

"Isnt it obvious Bee, we tell them the truth, that you are my gorgeous beautiful girlfriend who has given me another chance after my stupid behaviour. "

I raise my brows to him and kiss his lips softly.

"Shall we?" Ryder states taking my hand in his.

"Let's do this. " is all I can reply.

Celebrations here we come.