He's the one

When things got suspicious (part 2)

Everyone from school was there, making a circle around Jason and John. The only thing I could hear was everyone shouting "Fight fight". I pushed myself through the crowd to get to Jason and John. Betty held my jacket tightly so she wouldn't lose me and HE walked right after her. I pushed away the person in front of me right when John punched Jason in the face. I gasped and took a step to jump in, but HE grabbed my arm and shock HIS head a little.
-" What is wrong with you?! We're friends!" Jason said to John while holding his nose. There were blood dripping from Jason's nose.
-" How could you touch her? She's your friend to!" John jelled back and grabbed Jason by his jacket.
-" What?! You're the one that's getting her in danger! How can you let her get near your drug business?!" Jason said and pushed John away.
-" That's not as bad as what you did! It's your fault that she hates me!"
-" No! It's your fucking fault that she's mad at me!"
-" You were going to fuck her against her will! How is that my fault?" Jason punched John in the face. I closed my eyes and pressed my teeth together. I have to do something. I fought against my anxiety and I loosened my arm form HIS grip and ran in between John and Jason before someone else gets a face punch. John lifted his fist and was about to punch Jason right when I got in between them and he slowly took his hand down. John looked in Jason's eyes with rage.
-" you think that you can get her, don't you?! Well you can't. Cause she deserves better!" John said. Jason was about to say something but I stopped him.
-" STOP! Stop it both of you! That's enough!" I said and looked at John and then at Jason. "What is wrong with you guys? You were best friends. Now your fighting about a girl?! You can't win someone's heart with a battle. This is not a fairy tale, it's real life." I said and pressed my hands together.
-" Sara it's you! We're fighting about you!" Jason said. Everyone gasped and started whispering. My breath got harder to keep up with and it felt like my lungs where about to explode.
-" I know. You think I'm stupid? But you need to stop fighting about me! Now!" I said.
-" It would be easier if you didn't hang out with idiots like him!" John said and pointed at Jason.
-" You have to choose, me or him?" Jason said. John was about to say something but he just looked away.
-" I don't like any of you guys! You are my best friends! You mean a lot to me, but I don't have any feelings for you! Why can't you guys understand that?!" I said. 
-" But I have feelings for you! I love you!" Jason said. I heard awwww's from some people and felt eyes on me. When so many eyes are on you it feels like your naked.
-" Stop it Jason! Can't you see?! This is not what love is! You're just..." I said and sighted. "You guys have to leave me alone" I said.
-" You really don't want us in your life anymore? After everything we've been through?" John said. 

-" We care about you" Jason said and tried to take my hand but John pushed Jason's hand away. John stood in front of me and looked at Jason with anger.

-" Don't touch her" John said.
-" Don't go near her" Jason said. I pushed John away.
-" I said STOP!!" I jelled and ran through the crowd. I heard Betty and HIM calling after me and I heard Jason and John shouting at each other. I ran away as far as I could until I really couldn't breathe anymore. I gasped for air and sat down on the bench behind school. I felt my chest burning and tears started falling. My mind started to go nuts and I pushed back my hair and just wanted to hit my head on something. After a while I calmed down and took deep and calm breaths. I opened my eyes and looked out at the lake. And I stated to cry. I cried cause my best friends are fighting because of me. I cried because Bill is taking control of my life. I cried because of my past. I cried because I'm going nuts. My tears fell down my cheeks and I put my hands over my mouth so I wouldn't scream out. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I didn't fight the tears. But instead of it getting better it got worse. I pressed my eyes together and felt the pain getting worse. Suddenly I felt someone pressing me against their chest. I opened my eyes and saw Betty.
-" It's okay." Betty said. I tried to stop my tears.
-" no it's not. It's everything except okay. I can't take the pain anymore. I've held it inside for to long." I said. My words were shaking. Betty looked down at me with a warm smile.
-" I know. I meant it's okay to let it out. Cry. No one is stoping you." Betty said. And I did. I cried even harder. And it felt good. Betty didn't stop me. She just held me.
-" I'm sorry" I said after a while and looked up at her.
-" For what? You haven't done anything. Stop thinking that everything is your fault, cause it's not." Betty said.
-" I'm sorry you had to see me cry."
-" it's okay. Everyone needs to cry sometimes. And if you need to, then I'm the shoulder you can cry on" I tried to smile.
-" I don't want you to see me like this."
-" like what?" Betty said.
-" Like...... Broken" I said and looked down at my hands. Betty took my hands.
-" We're friends, and I will always be that no matter how you are. You think we're perfect? We've all got problems." Betty said.
-" She's right." I turned around and saw HIM leaning against a tree. HE smiled up at me and sat down on the other side of me.
-" what are you doing here?" I asked.
-" I'm not going to ignore you when your sad. Sara, Betty and I care about you. We're here for you. No matter what. You mean a lot to us." HE said and smiled. That smile made me happy. I looked at Betty who smiled too. I couldn't stop myself from smiling a little. HE took my hand and Betty hold my other. We looked at the lake. I wish that time would stop and that this was forever. But it didn't. So I just had to do the best out of it and enjoy it as long as it lasts...