dear ex best friend,
we may not be friends anymore
and we may not stay up until 2am
talking about anything and everything until we can't stay awake anymore
and we may not text or see eachother's posts
or post each other with a big caption
but i still have every memory of us engraved in my mind
i still stay awake talking to myself as if it were you, hoping you could somehow hear me
until i can't stay awake any longer
and i still get people to show me your posts
and i still have every picture we ever took and every post we ever made
archived and hidden
because out of sight means out of mind
and thinking about you hurts, so i act like you were never there
dear ex best friend,
i shouldn't, but i still love you.
i still want to know how you are and i still smile when i think about our memories.
YOU ARE READING
Whispered Thoughts and Screaming Lines
PuisiMy attempts at poetry Trigger warning for every poem Mentions of: suicide, self harm, eating disorders, dysphoria, etc. Most poems are written as spoken word so if they sound weird when you read them that's why
