When he looks at me, something ignites. It's like there gasoline in my veins, and he is a spark that just sets me on fire. It's painful thought. He lights me up, and I feel so alive, but I'm still burning. I have burns on my skin and in my lungs and...
''Okay tell me everything'' I say, keeping my gaze on the road in front of us as he drives through the crowded street.
''It all started when.... We was at the party remember?'' I nod in response. ''Everyone was making stupid bets about nonsense and Ellie bet Josh that he can make you fall in love with him and then he....'' Farkle drifts off, worried what he say will hurt my feelings. But it's to late for that already. ''Leave me.'' I finish his sentence putting my head back on the head rest trying to fight the tears forming in my eyes. ''How could you not tell me about this? We don't keep secrets from each other ever.'' Then suddenly it clicked it all clicked right into my head what I always been so blinded to see. That's why after years of hating me he started to show interest, that's why him and Farkle would always sneak away to talk. ''He made sure you didn't tell me.'' I whisper just loud enough for him to hear.He don't say anything he just keeps his eyes on the road and continues driving. ''I'm sorry Maya, I really am.'' My phone starts buzzing and I notice ten missed calls from Josh and five missed calls from Riley, She calls again and I slide my finger across the screen answering her call. ''Maya where are you? Things got really bad over here.'' Riley says in a frantic voice through the phone. ''What do you mean?'' I asked confused causing Farkle to look at me confused as well. ''Josh and Riker started fighting over you and the whole Mason thing. There both hit pretty good.'' Riley finishes. ''Are they okay!'' Even though I hate Josh and will probably never speak to him again after today I still can't help the worry feeling over him and Riker to. When did my life become so complicated. ''Riker's here he's fine but Josh ran out we all can't find him.'' ''Well that's not my problem.'' I say emotionless before hanging up the phone. I can't care anymore how much more can I care when all we go through is downs never ups. I love him I do and I hate my self for that but he's not good for me and never was. Farkle pulls up to my apartment. He insist he comes up with me to make sure I'm okay, tired I decide not to fight and just let him come upstairs. We walk into the small apartment, I go into my room throwing myself on the bed crying. Letting out all the tears of these past few months out, I cried and cried. Farkle never left my side he sat on my bed holding me while I cry and within ten minutes Riley was busting through the door and never left my side along with Farkle. They didn't talk, not a word. They knew whatever they said wouldn't make this feel any better. Two Days later... The past two days was a blur, I felt as if I was in a nightmare screaming not able to get up. My Mom was out of town so Riley stood with me, along with Farkle. Lucas, Aubrey,Mel and Riker came over daily to check on me and try to get my mind off it but it never helped. Mel and Riker apologized for hours and hours for not telling me and how they always knew it was a bad idea. I normally wouldn't forgive them but seeing how they care and have been trying there best to help me I forgave them. It was a mistake it's not there fault Josh and Ellie are the worst. Josh has been calling and texting non stop I honestly blocked him after the first day because I couldn't hear it and everyone stopped him from coming over telling him I need space or whatever they told him, I didn't care I felt completely and utterly numb. I was in my room in the same sweatpants and sweater I been in balled up in a blanket looking off into space when I heard Riley from the living room. ''What are you doing here?!" She expresses in a angry tone. My heart drops, Josh. I thought they told him not to come here? I'm frozen I can't get up or move I don't know what to do. Until I hear the door of my room open, oh no. ''Maya.'' I hear a girls voice but not just any girl. Ellie. I quickly remove the blanket from my face standing up to look at the girl before me. ''Who let you in?!'' I say in a angry and confused tone. ''I understand you're mad but can you please sit down and give me two seconds.'' She pleads. ''Why should I? You don't deserve it.'' I cross my arms and give the girl a glare. ''Maya I'm sorry and I'm not here for you're forgiveness or friendship I'm just here to tell you I'm sorry it got to far everything did. I didn't mean for any of this to happen I thought it would just be a funny bet but I was wrong it wasn't right-'' I quickly cut her off. '' Well it was wrong so I don't need you're apology.'' ''That's fine but don't let this ruin you and Josh. Look what you two have is special and I guess I was just jealous because I never had that before, I never had someone look at me the way Josh looks at you. And what we both did was wrong and you can hate me forever for that just not him please.'' She finishes looking at me with sympathy. Before I can open my mouth to speak there's a knock at the window, we both turn our head to see non other than; Josh.
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