Cornelia Street - Jaylor one-shots

ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?

-Taylors Pov-

This fall is different than ever before and as my world is crumbling around me I am falling for this guy that have a seemingly normal life. We are playing cat and mouse, having so much fun and lots of hot steamy sex. I don't think I have laughed this much ever, and when everything else Is dark it means even more.

We have been casually dating, noting too serious but I'm really falling for him and that's scary. I told myself when we got into this that I wasn't going to fall for him, that just ruins everything. A part of me had decided that I was destined to spend my life alone or in a loveless relationship. The words haven't escaped my lips, I can't tell him that I love him, that would just be cruel.

My life is not something that anyone in their right mind would jump into, it's messy and complicated. He will eventually figure that out, leave me and never look back. There is no happy ending for me, that's just a childish idea of how my life is supposed to go.

It's September now, the summer is coming to an end, and I think this is going to end to when reality hits us. But I'm trying to soak up as much of this as I can to tressure it forever. That's why I'm standing in front of the mirror and getting ready for a party, gigis party to be exact. She invited us and more or less demanded that we show up. Not that many people know about joe and me, but those who know are keeping their mouths shut and that is greatly appreciated. I've been promised that the party is small with just close friends so that calms my nerves slightly.

I'm wearing a little black dress, black high heels and some basic makeup paired with my signature red lip. My hair is down and thankfully the bleach is almost faded completely, that was a bad fashion decision so I'm glad it's over now.

To avoid the risk of being caught we are arriving separately so when I walk into the bar Gigi have rented out my eyes immediately start to look for him while I'm being polite and saying hi to everyone. Thankfully I know all the people here, and they're the people that haven't decided to cancel me yet so that's nice to I guess.

Eventually my eyes land on his gorgeous British face and I smile as I walk across the room to get to him. "hi you" I giggle and pull him in for a hug and he kisses my cheek "hi Tay"

I'm not drunk enough to show much affection publicly so I settle for a quick hug and intertwine our fingers instead as we make our way to the bar to get some alcohol. I order a mojito and joe gets a beer. At the end of the night I will probably regret the mojito but I'm just feeling it right now.

"You look breathtaking love" he whispers into my ear as we walk back into the crowd, and I grin up at him like a lovestruck teenager "you look gorgeous yourself"

"There the lovebirds are" Gigi chimes at us and pull us in for a hug and I laugh "yup, I was ordered to come here so I'm going to get drunk and dance the night away" I joke, and we all laugh.

"Well, I expect you to dance Taylor, dancing with you is just so much fun. And you need to get this one on the dancefloor too" she gestures to joe "it's mandatory to dance joe" she says as a matter of fact before walking away to find Zayn probably.

With my drink in one hand I wrap the other around joe and look into his eyes "it's been so boring chilling around the house all day alone" I laugh, and he leans down to peck my lips "had to do some work. But I wouldn't say no to go home with you tonight"

He leans down and get so close to my ear that only I can hear what he is saying "I wouldn't pass up the opportunity to take that dress off" that sends shivers throughout my body, and I blush "why did you think I chose this one" I whisper in his ear to before pulling away to go find selena leaving him hanging. I know I'm teasing him but why not.