Slotted together // Blairon Soulmate au

Selfish

I was at home when the letter came, I hadn't unpacked just collapsed on the bed. I could still smell his sweet scent in here. The smell of pine wood and liquorice. He loved liquorice. I'd sighed closing my eyes when a tap at the window interrupted me.

"Hedwig?" I opened the window letting the snowy owl in. She held out her foot and I untied the letter. It was addressed to me of course but it wasn't Harry's handwriting or Blaise's like I hoped it would be. It was Draco's. Hedwig waited for me to see if I'd send anything back as I opened the letter slowly. There was a lot of writing.

Ron,

Look there's no easy way to say this. It's all my fault, the whole thing. Blaise and I didn't sleep together, Blaise didn't want to stay out all night, Blaise didn't want to get drunk. He wanted to be there with you, on your birthday. Together. And I ruined it all.

I did it again. Got it into my "thick head" as Harry called it that I wasn't good enough again. So I got Blaise drunk and made him lie to you. Convinced him that if actually did happen and we did sleep together. But the next morning after your argument he was sober again and remembered everything. He wanted to speak to you, he tried every day but I stopped him. It was selfish of me and I'm truly sorry that I put you through all of this.

I promise Harry is stood over me watching like a hawk as I right this. Making sure it gets sent. Excuse me I am not watching him like a hawk, if the idiot hadn't of lied then we wouldn't be in this situation would we?

I laughed.

Anyway I hope you can forgive me and even if you don't please come back, not for me for Blaise and your friends. I know I haven't made this last week easy for you and again I was selfish but don't take this out on him. He's already crushed that you left. And it's not like he can go home right now, I trust you understand what I'm talking about.

I'm so sorry Ron, I really hope you can forgive me. Please come back. Blaise needs you. We need you.

Draco x

Ps: Ron I'm sorry if I'd have known this pea head over here was lying I would have sorted it sooner. Please come back, we already miss you. I love you bro. Harry x

I looked at Hedwig and she held out her foot. I nodded and grabbed a piece of parchment and scribbling something down quickly putting it into an envelope and tying it to her leg. "Deliver this to Harry and Draco." I said not that she could understand me but she flew off. I smiled to myself grabbing my trunk and bolting down the stairs.

"Mum! Dad!" I shouted. They were in the kitchen and were surprised to see me smiling.

"We have to go back." I said.

"I'm sorry?" Mum said confused.

"You have to take me back. It was a lie, it was all a lie." I said laughing. "Blaise loves me." Mum looked at me unsure.

"Look read this in the car." I shoved the note into her hands.

"Come on dad! Let's go play the radio!" I said running outside and to the car. Mum and Dad followed me as I got in the back practically bouncing in my seat.

Dad started to drive and mum read the letter. "Ron are you sure?" She said turning back to me.

"Positive." She smiled.

"I love you." She said and I smiled back.

"I love you too Mum."

"Do you want to see what the guys got me for my birthday?" I asked and she nodded.

"I'd love too. Arthur how about that radio?" Dad beamed pressing play. Mum was never one for liking the radio much.

One, two, one, two, three
Oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, uh!
Oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, uh!

Never had much faith in love or miracles (miracles) uh!
Never wanna put my heart on the line, uh!
But swimming in your water is something spiritual (spiritual) uh!
I'm born again every time you spend the night, uh!

'Cause your sex takes me to paradise
Yeah your sex takes me to paradise
And it shows, yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause you make me feel like, I've been locked out of Heaven
For too long, for too long
Yeah you make me feel like, I've been locked out of Heaven
For too long, for too long

Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, uh!
Oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, uh!

You bring me to my knees
You make me testify, uh!
You can make a sinner change his ways, uh!
Open up your gates 'cause I can't wait to see the light, uh!
And right there is where I wanna stay, uh!

'Cause your sex takes me to paradise
Yeah your sex takes me to paradise
And it shows, yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause you make me feel like, I've been locked out of Heaven
For too long, for too long
Yeah you make me feel like, I've been locked out of Heaven
For too long, for too long

Oh oh oh oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
Can I just stay here?
Spend the rest of my days here?
Oh oh oh oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
Can't I just stay here?
Spend the rest of my days here?

'Cause you make me feel like, I've been locked out of Heaven
For too long, for too long
Yeah you make me feel like, I've been locked out of Heaven
For too long, for too long

Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, uh!
Oh yeah yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, uh!

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Back in the common room Harry and Draco both read the note together.

I'm on my way bitches!

Ron x