Slotted together // Blairon Soulmate au

Soulmates dont exist

The party was beautiful. Pansy had done so well with the decorations and I couldn't ask for more. There were crates of fire whiskey and I actually allowed myself to get semi drunk. Not drunk enough so I could stand but drunk enough so that Blaise still not being here didn't hurt as much. I couldn't believe he still wasn't here and was still with Draco. It was my own party and I couldn't dance with my boyfriend and me and Harry had to sit and watch everyone else have fun all night.

To be fair they deserved it we didn't do much for Dean and Luna's birthday's so I was trying to stay positive. And that was my reason for being partially drunk. So I could still try and do that.

Everything soon died down though and I went back into my room. I was finally going to open mum's presents. I pulled off the wrapping paper and it revealed two things, a large black book and another present that was wrapped. I opened the wrapped present and gasped.

Mum had bought me a beautiful gold chain. I'd always wanted a gold chain, I think the first time I mentioned it was when I was 5 and I saw a muggle wearing one when we took Bill and Charlie to London before going to Diagon alley. We couldn't use floo powder because of me and Ginny being so young so we used the car. I had seen the muggle wearing it and I loved it straight away and asked mum for one. We'd never been able to afford it but here I was, the owner finally of a gold chain.

I put the chain down on the bed and opened up the black book. As soon as I saw the first page I knew what it was. It was my 'growth book' as mum liked to call them. She'd done one for all her children and I'd completely forgot about it until now. I flicked through the pages. They were all filled with pictures of me since I was a baby up until now the most recent one being a picture of me and Blaise at christmas and then one of the family. I loved it.

Seeing the picture of Blaise made me anxious again, I didn't know where the hell that boy was and it was getting scary now. It was night time and he wasn't back. I couldn't go out now, Mcgonagall would catch me or worse Snape would so I couldn't risk it. I'd just have to wait.

And that's what I did, I stayed up for hours until finally that door opened and Blaise stumbled in. His robes were messy, tie hanging off, collar undone. He was clearly drunk and clearly something was going on.

It took him one look at me for his eyes to focus and for him to sober up straight away.

"I need to tell you something..." he said and I scoffed.

"Oh really? I think there's a lot of things you need to tell me Blaise!" I shouted. "For example: where the hell have you been all day! Oh wait I know, you've been at Hogsmeade with Draco!" Blaise swallowed.

"Ron let me-"

"No." My voice quivered, "it was my birthday. And you'd rather get drunk at the three broomsticks with Draco. I'm sick of it." I grabbed my pyjama's out of the drawer.

"Where are you going?" Blaise asked.

"You think I'm sleeping in here with you?" I said. "Maybe go to Draco's room. I'm sure he wouldn't mind." I went to slam the door when Blaise spoke quietly.

"I slept with him." My heart dropped completely out of my body to be replaced with burning hot lava burning in my veins.

"Oh he really won't mind then!" I shouted. Blaise couldn't make eye contact.

"We're done. I don't even care at this point, you want to sleep with Draco, sleep with Draco. I'd sure as hell rather die than give you another chance!"

"Ron please-"

"Why don't I just go sleep with Harry then! If it's okay to sleep with other people while you are IN A BLOODY RELATIONSHIP!" I stormed back into the room grabbing my trunk from under the bed and throwing my clothes in not bothering to fold them.

"All that bullshit about leaving school, having a kid, getting married. You took advantage of me and if I could get rid of this name I would! Obviously it's fucking wrong, clearly you should be with Draco." I said suddenly all the anger seeping out of my body just to be replaced with sadness.

"Ron I didn't mean for it to happen. I was drunk it didn't mean anything-" Blaise said as I walked out the room again.

"Ah Deja Vu anyone?" By now everyone has heard us shouting outside our room and had come out to see what was going on.

"Your a liar Blaise, and you never cared about me. Soulmates my ass!" I walked away from Blaise down the corridor and into the spare room where I sat Harry sitting on the bed in darkness bawling his eyes out. I turned the light on and he turned to me.

"I hate him Ron. I hate him." he sobbed. I nodded a tear falling down my cheek. I sat down next to Harry pulling him into an embrace.

Soulmates don't exist.