How Can I Make You Mine 🔞 (KookJin AU)

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'Jungkook....'

Turning his head on his back,he saw the person who was calling him.

'I thought you wouldn't come to school forever',

'w-why would I....I just...take a rest,that's why I'm absent for two days'.Punching himself internally as he stuttered,he tries to act normal in front of him.But it's hard, so hard...to the extent that he can't even look at him in the eyes.His anxiety are taking over him again,he just want to  vanished from there forever.

'Ahm,do you need something?', another words from him. It's so hard to speak while preventing himself not to stutter.

'In your actions right now, I think...
you didn't remember anything or just...don't want to remember anything',

'huh?!,what...what are you trying to say'.

'Nothing...ah...I heard to Namjoon
that,you win the fight again.That's good,but you have to take care of yourself.Not all the time,you
were in good shape.Just be careful,see you around',after Jin said those he smiles a little before he passed by him.While on the other hand, Jungkook felt like his body frost for a while,after hearing those caring words from Jin.

Even Jin was a little uneasy in front of him,but being a real man...means...
he had the courage to express himself.
And that's what is lacking to him,
he doesn't have the courage to tell Jin
face to face...that he loves him so much.That day by day, since the day he saw him.He became so deeply in love...

Time skips

'Hey,you're zoning out again...did
your head got hit so hard on your fight', whisphering on Jungkook while his attention was still on their professor. Jimin was so curious about
what's on his best friend's mind.He noticed that he wasn't focusing on anything,instead he was staring at nothingness.

'Jungkook,I'm your best friend...
and I know you since then.
So why do you take your problems on your own, you know...
you can always tell me
what's bothering you,
I'll just listen though.
Instead of seeing you
like that, do you know what you looks like right now.
You're like a zombie,that has a big problem if he will eat brains or not.
You're like a dead person, are you
even listening to me.No right...
whatever,if you don't want to tell
me then fine. Just keep it yourself,
you really don't see me as your best friend though...I'm just like-'.

'Mr. Park, do you perhaps...wants to be my substitute right now, here at the front.
Coz your voice is more dominant than mine,if you hasn't flirting to any girls in the class,you will be so nosy.
If you don't want my lectures,
then fine you can go out'.

'Sorry Sir, I'll just keep my mouth
close', zipping his imaginary zipper in his mouth, he just lean his back on the backrest....as he crossed his arms on his chest and get quite.

'I'll just talk to you later', he added.

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Lawrence's pov

I just stared at his side profile
wondering, what's clouding his head
right now.It's been 2 days since he acts weirdly, I don't have any idea on
why...but it was bothering me.
He wasn't like this,it's like he
was hiding something from me.
But never in our entire relationship,
he hasn't been hiding some secrets.
He was loyal to me, and I love him
more for that.