How Can I Make You Mine 🔞 (KookJin AU)

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"Jungkook son, take this ......... I cook it so you'll have your lunch on school. I noticed that you're getting thinner than before, you have to eat too. And stop thinking only for us.........think about yourself too okay. " Jungkook smiled to his mother and take the lunch box on her hands. It's true that
he really couldn't take care of himself anymore, he's been busy on a lot of things including his studies. And being a working student and bread winner, it will definitely gonna lessen your ability to think about yourself. But that's not all, he also thought about what Jimin told him. Jimin just called yesterday and tell a lot of things to him and one of those was Jin's marriage with his girlfriend Lorence.
Why it's still so hurtful for him that the man you used to love will getting married now. That even though he had hurted you before, you will still be attached to him no matter what.

"Mom don't worry....... I'll eat this lunch that you made, I  have to go now. Say goodbye to Jiwoo for me, bye mom take care".

"You take care too!!!,and eat all of that". Waving the lunchbox he was holding, he walks out from the door to head over to his school. It was a special day today, as it was their final exam. He will finally gonna finished his criminology course, the course that he struggled to finish because of lock of money. But good thing there's a person who helps him to make it possible, and that's Yoongi........

Time Skip.........

"Yah Jungkook-ah, you're the first one who finish the test. I'm sure that you'll be on top again,well no wonder because you study so hard for this. And you even got to work while studying, how do you do that. I guess it's so hard to be a working student, I really envy you on being an independent person. Wait.........you're a bread winner too right? ", he chuckles as he thought of what his classmate says. Yes...........it's true, but if you love what you're doing and you're desperate to do that, nothing is possible.

"Well.........to tell you honestly, yes it was hard. But I have to do that, I want to finish my studies and at the same time......... I need to earn for my family."

"You know your mom was lucky to have you as his son, I just wish my mom was lucky too to have me." Jungkook looks at Jaehyun and stay silent for a while, Jaehyun became a good friend to him and no wonder that he'll have a special spot to his heart. But........there's still this one specific person who's still occupy his whole heart,the person who hurted him but even so.......he'll still be the one that he loves truly.

"Hey Jungkook what happened?, what are you thinking? "......... Jungkook returned to his senses as Jaehyun call his name.

"Uhm.......nothing, I have to go now. I still have a job to went to, see you tomorrow ".

"Okay.........see you", Jungkook left him as he went to his job as a bartender.

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Looking at the glass of soju in his hand, he drinks it on one go and place the empty glass on the table. It's been his habit to drink just to forget his problems, and one of those was the wedding. He hates it and definitely don't want it, but his father was making it hard for him. He doesn't even like that someone will dictate what he needs to do, if Lorence was really pregnant then he will just give it support for all of its needs. But getting married to her,wasn't on his list now. He fell out of love to her, the day Jungkook taught him how true love is. And right now......... Jungkook was the one who owned his heart. But where is he, he wants to see him and say sorry for the things that he had done. He want him back and be with him, that even though people might think that it was disgusting.........he doesn't care, as long as he loves him......he will never care on what they say to them.