How Can I Make You Mine 🔞 (KookJin AU)

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Jungkook's pov.....

My eyes begun to flutter, as I tried to adjust it on the blinding light. Where am I, why my chest was aching. Oh I remember..... I got shot, and as I was out of my thoughts. A voice appears on my left, asking if I'm fine.

"Mom?......"

"oh my god, I'm so glad you're finally awake. Wait here I'll just call Doctor Kim to check on you"......

Doctor Kim?......

Is he the one who operates me, wait.....so this hospital was Jin's work place. I tried to get up, but my chest aches a little.

"Wait Kookie.....just lay down there, you're still recovering."

"Mom.....it's okay, I just want to sit. "

"But you're still hurt".....

"Mom please.....can you tell me, who's the doctor in charge."

"The one who operates you?, oh....he really did his best to make you survive and I'm so thankful for that."

So he cares for me......is he still mad at me.

"Did you already call him".....

"Yeah I did, the nurse said he'll be here anytime soon."

I got nervous all of a sudden, what will happen..... I don't know, but I want to see him. I want to know from his eyes, that he's worried about me.
The door suddenly opens, as I'm leaning back on the pillows.....somebody came in and my heart started to beat so fast. It beats uncontrollably as I saw how worried he was by his eyes. But he tried not to show it, maybe because my mom was here. But after a minute, he told my mom that he'll have to check on me. My mom began to exit the room and so the nurse too. Finally.....we're alone now, just staring at him like this felt like heaven. But as he go on, tears were flowing down to his cheeks. My heart suddenly twitched, as I hate seeing him like that.

"Are you okay.....you're crying"......

Upon hearing me say that, he didn't realize that he was crying....but tried to wipe those tears.

"I'm sorry, I just got carried away".

"It's okay.....so you're that worried about me"

He nodded....

"You don't know......you don't know how much I'm worried about you. I felt like dying seeing you on that stretcher".

You don't know too Jin, you don't know how much I'm happy that you're worried about me. I felt my heart was thumping so hard inside my chest, I want to hug you right now... I want to kiss you so much.
But I tried not to startle him.....

"I know......my mom said that you really tried your best just to save me and I'm thankful for that."

He just stares at me for a while, but after sometime I felt a warm body holding mine so tight. He was hugging me and I can feel his heartbeat. It was thumping inside his chest, as I felt happiness.I tried to return the hug, but my aching chest was blocking me...so I only patted his back, but he abruptly parted from me with a more worried face.

"Did I hurt you.....are you okay.....are you fine"......

I chuckled and said that I'm fine, so he didn't have to worry.

"I think it's a good thing, that I got shot."

I suddenly said, but I guessed that's a bad joke for him. As he suddenly gets mad at me,and told me that it wasn't good to joke around like that. But I didn't let him continue his words, as I pulled him closed to me. Our lips almost touched, but I tried not to get so excited about that. Even though it's hard not to kiss him, I composed myself. He suddenly said about his promise that he'll listen to me and he wants to know what happened to the year before I disappeared. Do I have to tell him about his father and the way he controlled me. But guess I have no choice but to tell him, even though it was in the past. So I tell him to not worry,coz I'll definitely gonna tell about it. But being close like this to him, all I want to do was to give him a kiss. Holding his face, I pulled him close......closer so our lips will collide. Yes.....after 5 years of waiting, I finally kiss the man I love so much. It felt so unreal, I just wished I wouldn't wake up if this is only a dream.

"Wait..... I might hurt you, so let's stop here. You're not already healed yet, so calm yourself down.....we have so much time for us. But don't you ever forget what you promised me, I want to listen now. "

"But my mom was waiting outside, is it okay if we continue this when I get better."

He averted his head on the door and back to me,as he said.....

"Okay...... If that's what you want, I'll go now. I'll just come back later,to check on you."

"Wait.....are you sure you're coming back,"

He laughed at me.....well In know I'm the one who's always leaving him...but I can't erase the fact that he'll leave me too.

"I just got to complete my rounds and after that, I'll come back here. I promise I'll come back, okay...."

"Okay...... I'll miss you"....

"me too.....your mom will get curious so I have to go.....see yah".

And before he left, he gave me a peck on my lips and went to the door to leave. My smile suddenly faded after he went out, it felt empty again. I just wished, I can be with him all the time. Now that we finally get back t I'll each other, wait......we have no labels yet. So.....what are we?

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