How Can I Make You Mine 🔞 (KookJin AU)

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Jin's pov....

It's been 2 days, but he's still unconscious. I'm getting impatient, I want to see him wide awake and smiling at me.

"Doctor.....you're here, it's already been 2 days now. But he's still not waking up, is there's something wrong to him. I thought that.....the operation were successful, so why this?".

I don't know what to say to her coz even me.... I don't know why.

"Don't worry Mrs. Jeon, he'll wake up soon.... I assure you that."

No......he must wake up, so we can talk all about the past and start over again. I regret not letting you explain your side, why am I like this.....why regrets were always on the last. But even so, I'll still listen to you, I'll listen to you from now on. So please.....please
wake up Jungkook. My tears were started to burn my eyes, but I tried not to cry in front of his mother. She only knows that were friends, but she doesn't know that we have been lovers in the past. She'll definitely gonna be curious, when she sees me crying.

"Uhm..... I'll go ahead now Mrs. Jeon, please call us as soon as he wakes up."

"Don't worry Doctor Kim, I will..... I just hope that he wakes up soon".

'I hope that too'......

After an hour......

My rounds were finally over, everytime I went to checked my patients....I'm still hoping that Mrs. Jeon will call to say that Jungkook awakes. But no......there's no update and that cause my heart to felt heavier. I can't concentrate at all in my work, as he's the one that's only on my mind. Will I go there again, maybe his mother wouldn't mind and think of something else. It was hard for me to not make her doubt my presence there. I think she doesn't even know that his son loves a man and not a woman. Taking a deep breath, I look at my watch to see the time..... It's 12:30 am already. My rounds for Jungkook was at 1:30,so it's  1 hour till I get to see him again. Sigh.... I wish time will pass so fast,so I  can see him again.

"Doctor Kim.....wait,the patient from room 304 was having a convulsion. We need you there"......

After hearing that, we rushed to room 304 to check the patient. We did some CPR and put some antibiotics on her dextrose to lessen her high temperature. We stayed there for awhile just to make sure that she was okay now, but another call startled me that makes my heart go crazy.

"Doctor Kim.....we need you on room 309....."

I look at her with an anticipating look, waiting for her next words....

"the patient was finally awake now."

"Really...."

I want to cry...... I want to let out my tears of happiness but it will be awkward if I did that. So I just went there as fast as I could, leaving my other patient to the nurse. Time became slower, as I came on his door and tried to open it. Opening it slowly, I felt all my worries were gone after seeing him sitting there on his bed... while resting his back on the pillows.
He looks at me and became curious, maybe he's thinking about my presence here.

"Jin.....",

It felt so unreal, hearing my name called by him.

"Oh... Doctor Kim, finally you're here. He just wakes up awhile ago, I told him not to move but he insists to sit like that."

"It's okay Mrs. Jeon, I'll just check him so if you don't mind...."

"Oh no....not at all, Kookie.... I'll just be outside okay".

Jungkook just nodded and watch her mother stride through the door and left the room. After that he looks at me, as I can look at him in the eyes. I became ashamed all of a sudden, and instruct the nurse to come out too. I know he was curious, but I don't know what he was thinking.

"W....what are you feeling right now, I....is there something hurting on your body. You can tell me if there was...."

Oh Jin....why are you stuttering, relaxed and wait for the time to say what you said last time.

"Are you okay? ".......

"Huh?......why are you asking me that, of course I'm okay now. I should be the one asking you that,"

"no.....you're not okay, coz you're crying now."

Hearing that.... I realized that my tears finally made it's way out of my eyes.

"Oh.....these, I didn't even realize it.... I'm sorry."

"It's okay..... are you that worried about me".

I nodded.....

"You don't know.....you don't know how much I'm worried about you. I felt like dying.....seeing you on that stretcher."

"I know.....my mom said you did your best to make me survived, and I'm thankful for that. You're not mad at me anymore ".......

I look him in the eye and finally got the courage to hug him.....he got startled as I felt him twitch on my hold. I cried so much, after feeling his body next to mine. I waited for this moment......after some time, I felt his hands over my body. He hugs me too, but maybe he was still hurt because of the lightness of his touch. I parted from the hug and check him out.

"Are you okay, did I hurt you. I'm sorry  I just got carried away, "

"pfft..... I'm fine don't worry,"

That smile..... I finally saw it again.

"So.....you're not mad at me anymore."

"I...... I decided to listen to you now, I'm sorry.....for being naive and try pushing you away."

"So......maybe I should be thankful that, I got shot".

I frown upon hearing that...

"do you want me to get mad at you again, stop saying nonsense Jeon Jungkook-".....

I stopped on my words as he pulls me to him, I  can't believe that he has still some strength to grab me like this. But....as I realized our state right now, our lips were almost touching.

"I'm just joking..... I still don't want to die, because I'm still thinking of getting you back.....and make you mine again ".

My heart was thumping inside my chest and I think he can hear it.

"Can you tell me, what happened 5 years ago?...... I really want to know".....

"Sure..... I'll tell you, but after this... "

I got surprised on what he did, holding my face he pulled me to him and collide our lips together.

We kissed.....

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